[ Hurt me, she'd said. Not without trepidation or fear, but as a test. Maybe even a challenge. Because as he is now, there's no way she'd be able to stop him or get away if he really wanted to do so. She knows that. But when dared to do it, this is the best he can come up with — holding her so hard that she bruises, as if he thinks she might slip out of his grip the second he lets up. He's not gentle. He's not kind. But it feels like the first time that he's ever really wanted her, in sharp comparison to the sickly sugary words he'd poured into her ears every other time he's touched her.
That was the thing she'd wanted, wasn't it? Her wish. The thing she thought she needed a miracle to grant. A person who'd know she was rotten and selfish and sullied and want her anyway.
Her weight sags into him, as best she can while she's pinned to the wall. Her face presses into his hair and when his teeth threaten to break her skin again, the noise that rises from her mouth finally resolves into a moan. She lifts her hips into his touch and though she knows that anyone else would think she's lost her mind, that when Saitou sees her covered in bruises and hickeys tomorrow he might just lose his too — but she doesn't care. ]
That hurts... [ No lie. Of course it does — but the plaintive note in her voice isn't a plea for him to stop, it's for more. ] I didn't know you were such a bully.
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That was the thing she'd wanted, wasn't it? Her wish. The thing she thought she needed a miracle to grant. A person who'd know she was rotten and selfish and sullied and want her anyway.
Her weight sags into him, as best she can while she's pinned to the wall. Her face presses into his hair and when his teeth threaten to break her skin again, the noise that rises from her mouth finally resolves into a moan. She lifts her hips into his touch and though she knows that anyone else would think she's lost her mind, that when Saitou sees her covered in bruises and hickeys tomorrow he might just lose his too — but she doesn't care. ]
That hurts... [ No lie. Of course it does — but the plaintive note in her voice isn't a plea for him to stop, it's for more. ] I didn't know you were such a bully.