[ It's the closest she's ever come to a reprimand, to any kind of anger since the day they'd first looked at each other. The day she'd said tell me who you really are and the answer had turned out to be - a person who sees her. A person who knows what she is, rotten, selfish and unacceptably dirty and wants her anyway.
He'd come here to grant her wish. That had been the thing she'd been praying for in her heart when she'd summoned him. That somebody, anybody would. But her wish had been- the person she's always, always wanted to have with her is-
At last, she lifts her hands from her face. Ai of B-Komachi's perfect mirror shine has completely shattered to pieces beyond repair. She's crying again, not the ugly heaving sobs that had shuddered through her that night but - something more pained and yet, more tender, too.
Like that, with them looking right in each other's eyes, that horrible truth is so clear to see she might as well be screaming it. ]
I'msorry. Don't go. If it's mana you need, take as much as you want, but don't-
[ She's clinging onto him, fingers digging into his arm, his back and she has her face pressed into his shoulder. Like any absence of contact between them is abhorrent. ]
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[ It's the closest she's ever come to a reprimand, to any kind of anger since the day they'd first looked at each other. The day she'd said tell me who you really are and the answer had turned out to be - a person who sees her. A person who knows what she is, rotten, selfish and unacceptably dirty and wants her anyway.
He'd come here to grant her wish. That had been the thing she'd been praying for in her heart when she'd summoned him. That somebody, anybody would. But her wish had been- the person she's always, always wanted to have with her is-
At last, she lifts her hands from her face. Ai of B-Komachi's perfect mirror shine has completely shattered to pieces beyond repair. She's crying again, not the ugly heaving sobs that had shuddered through her that night but - something more pained and yet, more tender, too.
Like that, with them looking right in each other's eyes, that horrible truth is so clear to see she might as well be screaming it. ]
I'm sorry. Don't go. If it's mana you need, take as much as you want, but don't-
[ She's clinging onto him, fingers digging into his arm, his back and she has her face pressed into his shoulder. Like any absence of contact between them is abhorrent. ]
Don't leave me. You're the only one who sees me.