[ Ai's kiss catches him off guard and draws a soft sound out of him. He's never made a sound like that. At least, not when anyone could hear him. Again, his breath shudders at the thought of what they're about to do. The girl of his dreams, giving herself to him? The girl on that stage, reaching out to the boy watching her through that screen? Now that's not what he's here for. This trip is not just about that.
But it's not like he's never thought about it. ]
Okay.
[ There's no need to fight this anymore, so Rinne does as he's told. He's still not sure why Ai would truly want someone like him, but Ai deserves this, and he's selfish enough to accept it. It's just that old habits die hard, and when faced with something unfamiliar, he folds. ]
Sorry...
[ Because once Ai sees Rinne for what he is, she will find how quickly the desire she's given him has spread under his yukata—hot, thick and hard—and his body will hurt her when the time comes. He's not usually so undignified. He doesn't mean any disrespect. He's just never felt so vulnerable before, and it's taking every single bone in his body to keep himself still. He loves Ai. He's not stupid enough to screw this up.
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But it's not like he's never thought about it. ]
Okay.
[ There's no need to fight this anymore, so Rinne does as he's told. He's still not sure why Ai would truly want someone like him, but Ai deserves this, and he's selfish enough to accept it. It's just that old habits die hard, and when faced with something unfamiliar, he folds. ]
Sorry...
[ Because once Ai sees Rinne for what he is, she will find how quickly the desire she's given him has spread under his yukata—hot, thick and hard—and his body will hurt her when the time comes. He's not usually so undignified. He doesn't mean any disrespect. He's just never felt so vulnerable before, and it's taking every single bone in his body to keep himself still. He loves Ai. He's not stupid enough to screw this up.
But God, how he wants to. ]