[ Her heart feels like it's dropping into her stomach. If he'd snapped at her, made it clear this was an indulgence entirely for his own benefit and nothing more then that would be fine. She could remind herself that they're Master and Servant even if they playact at being equals and any hint of intimacy or care between them is just a necessary transaction. She's an idol, after all. She knows how this works better than anyone.
So it's terrifying to be faced with this. If she knows he can be gentle, if there's even the tiniest part of him that has any attachment to her whatsoever, enough for something like this...
Again, Ai slumps against him. Her fingers curl into his shirt. He's not leaving but she needs to anchor him against her anyway. And she doesn't trust herself to do anything more with her hands. ]
Mm. I'll be quiet. I'll- whatever it is, I'll do it. So stay just a little longer.
[ She hates the note of a plea in her voice even as she can't stop it from bleeding though. ]
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So it's terrifying to be faced with this. If she knows he can be gentle, if there's even the tiniest part of him that has any attachment to her whatsoever, enough for something like this...
Again, Ai slumps against him. Her fingers curl into his shirt. He's not leaving but she needs to anchor him against her anyway. And she doesn't trust herself to do anything more with her hands. ]
Mm. I'll be quiet. I'll- whatever it is, I'll do it. So stay just a little longer.
[ She hates the note of a plea in her voice even as she can't stop it from bleeding though. ]