Nope. Sorry to embarrass you [ she's not even a little bit sorry ] but it was definitely then.
[ That was the first time he'd ever done anything but frighten her - and it'd terrified her more than anything else he'd ever done. Saving her was one thing, that was his duty as her Servant but everything that had followed...
How could she not have been afraid of that? She'd been so afraid of everything and everyone when she first arrived here but especially of the idea of anyone treating her gently. The idea that her terrifying Servant would even want to, that he might want to hold her and touch her and all the rest of it was the most frightening of all. ]
Well... I guess that was just what put the idea into my head. I don't think things got really bad until I kissed you the first time.
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[ That was the first time he'd ever done anything but frighten her - and it'd terrified her more than anything else he'd ever done. Saving her was one thing, that was his duty as her Servant but everything that had followed...
How could she not have been afraid of that? She'd been so afraid of everything and everyone when she first arrived here but especially of the idea of anyone treating her gently. The idea that her terrifying Servant would even want to, that he might want to hold her and touch her and all the rest of it was the most frightening of all. ]
Well... I guess that was just what put the idea into my head. I don't think things got really bad until I kissed you the first time.