[ As he looks down at her... he can see just how ruined she is as a result of his actions. Her expression is far lewder than she must realize... an expression he got very good at coaxing out of her oh so long ago, but now he's coaxed it out of her here.
Hell, his hand is still slick from his efforts... something he takes note of just before she speaks. ]
Ai...
[ They had no excuse, no safety net, nothing...
They were doing this purely because they wanted it. Needed it so carnally that nothing else mattered.
He brings his hand up, the one still slick with her, up to hold her hand as she caresses his cheek... ]
Yeah... never again...
[ ...before gripping her hip with his other hand and slamming himself into her in one go. There's a joke to be made about how after all these years he still can't do this gently... but if anything, it's because of those years that there was absolutely no other way this could have happened. ]
[ All of Ai's breath explodes out of her, leaving her gasping in the wake of the sudden fullness, her body arching sharply beneath him as her hands scrabble desperately for purchase. She ends up fisting her fingers in his shirt, clinging to it like a lifeline as she struggles to regain her breath. It's so strange - achingly familiar and new all at the same time. After all, it's the first time they've been together like this - not as Master and Servant but two humans, desperately trying to hold together the cracks in their hearts.
Even now, with everything that's changed, some things always remain the same.
The rough strength in his hands, the sharp intensity his eyes, the heat of his body pressed flush against hers - all of it sparks a wildfire in her blood, and it's all she can do to cling to him tighter and rock up against him. ]
Oberon...! I missed you, I missed you so much...
[ Once more, she's babbling - like she's afraid that if she doesn't get her words out all at once, she'll never get a chance to say them. ]
I wish I'd remembered, I wish I'd come back to you sooner...
[ God. God. The sensation of her tightening around him, that warmth that makes him feel like he's melting into her... it's been so long for him, and yet he recognizes it all just the same... he can't help but let out a low groan... or well, it's much more of a moan, actually. ]
Ha... hah...
[ His heart swells with every word out of her mouth. He thinks of how he had to intentionally keep his distance so that her kids could be born without issue... another thought of how scandalous it might've been if they met and she remembered him too early.
...But none of that matters. It all truly doesn't matter. ]
I missed you... I missed you, Ai... I... I never stopped thinking of you, I followed everything, I...
[ He reaches up to cup her cheek as he adjusts to the feeling of her around him again. It occurs to him that... with him having followed her career from the very beginning, he might just also be her most longtime fan... ]
I love you... so I'll never let you forget again...!!
[ He pulls his hips back and starts to slam back into her. It doesn't matter that her body is almost certainly not used to this treatment... it's her body from just a few days after when she should have died, it hasn't experienced what Oberon did to her during that Holy Grail War... he'll just have to remind her body of that as well. ]
[ Her whole body shudders at the sound of his voice - thick and ragged with desire and raw with emotion. The words he's pouring out, the truth he's finally allowed to say in exactly those words... It sends a bolt of lightning shuddering down her spine, leaving her tingling and electrified with need. She finds herself struggling to get closer to him, to press against him and wrap her arms around his shoulders, holding him as close as she can. ]
Oberon...!
[ She gasps out his name over and over and over again - like a prayer, like a promise, like she can't get enough of saying it. High, sweet moans and gasps spill from her lips in time with each thrust - rough as he's being, her body accepts him readily with no resistance. Maybe it's because he can't be quite as rough now he's just a regular old human. Or maybe it's thanks to the way he'd do lovingly made sure she'd be able to take him.
Either way, she doesn't care. Because he loves her, he misses her, he's been watching over her all this time - he never stopped, not even for a second. Even with no promise of reward or reciprocation, no guarantee that she'd ever look at him as anything but a stranger.
She never deserved someone like him. Someone this devoted to her - to her, Hoshino Ai, dirty and imperfect and so very selfish - after all this time. She was sure she didn't. And maybe she still doesn't. But here he is anyway. And now she has him, she's not letting him go.
With her arms around his neck, she pulls him down so she can kiss him, deep and hungry and messy. The kind of kiss that leaves her dizzy and breathless, that steals every last thought right from her brain - everything that's not him, anyway. ]
[ He returns the kiss just as messily, just as sloppily. It's not neat in the slightest, it's as dirty as imperfect as the two of them are at their cores... and ironically, that's what makes it perfect for them.
He thrusts with all the strength he can muster... something that would've undoubtedly left her thighs thoroughly broken and bruised before. He's almost disappointed he can't so easily do the same thing anymore, but if being able to live with her in his arms like this is what he gets in exchange, then he'll gladly take that deal every time... and besides. ]
Ai...!!
[ He can compensate for it with the love he feels for her... and it's not like he isn't going to try anyways.
One hand grips Ai's hip, holding her hard and firm so that he can thrust deep into her core again and again... while the other drifts back down to find her clit again, even as he pistons his length in and out at a rapid pace. Needless to say, his memory of her body is as sharp as ever, and he finds it right away...
...which means that even though Ai is already wound up and falling apart at the seams, he starts to relentlessly abuse her clit all over again. ]
[ Another cry, high and wavering, punches clean out of her throat and her whole body jerks to attention with such force that their lips break apart. Her legs kick out, heels scrabbling against the sofa and even she doesn't know if she's trying to get away from his touch or get closer. It feels like both, somehow - too much, and not enough all at the same time. ]
Oberon...! N-not like that, it's too much, not like this...!
[ Her voice hitches in her throat, rising high and keening and when her back arches under him her head falls back too, exposing the pale line of her neck. She's completely exposed, laid bare and trembling underneath him, pinned and helpless. How long has it been since she felt like this - a prey animal, delighted to be held in the jaws of something that wants to eat her?
How long has it been since she wanted, that badly, to be devoured?
Too long. Far too long.
She tangles her fingers in Oberon's hair, pulling his head forward so she can bury her face in his shoulder, muffling her cries against his skin. Her hips roll, her body pressing up against his, his fingers mercilessly drawing out stuttered cries from her lungs. He really is still such a horrible bully. ]
[ He doesn't stop, he refuses to. If that makes him mean, cruel, or even just a straight-up bully... that's fine.
That's the man she's decided to love, isn't it?
He pinches and grinds her clit mercilessly, all while pistoning into the deepest parts of her body. It feels unimaginably good, he couldn't stop now even if she begged him to... ]
...!
[ And then she exposes her neck to him... just like that. Like prey delightfully offering themselves up as a sacrifice. His mind goes blank, though his body keeps moving... and when she pulls him forward, even closer to that exposed... perfect and flawless skin...
...Ahh, how the hell is he supposed to resist? ]
Ai...!!
[ Even though it's somewhere that can't easily be hidden, even though it'll only cause problems for her in the morning... he opens his mouth and bites down on her exposed neck.
Honestly, why hasn't anyone gotten him to play a vampire character yet?
He bites down hard, mercilessly marking his prey without even a second thought. ]
[ Really, she should've seen it coming. He's already left marks all over her - little blooms of colour on her chest, darkening bruises on her shoulders - and she knows just how much he loves leaving proof of ownership where everyone can see it. He's always loved making such a mess of her neck. But somehow, she still hadn't seen it coming just yet.
The feeling of his teeth sinking into her neck is a shock that sends a shudder rippling through her whole body - hot and sharp and electric all at once. Her back bows sharply, another cry catching in her throat, muffled and choked off. ]
Ah- ah, you can't, you can't, not here, not where everyone can see...!
[ That's all she manages to get out before it's all too much. The sting of his teeth in her skin, the hot ache of his fingers, of him moving inside her, of knowing that if anyone sees that bite they'll be able to tell right away what happened - it's too much, all too much, and she's teetering on the edge for just a split second more before she topples right over it. This time, it's with a pathetic mewl of his name, soft and pleading, before she buries her face in his shoulder again to muffle the sound. For all those halfhearted protests, it's impossible not to feel the way her body squeezes tight in response, trembling and greedy. ]
[ His teeth don't come off, not even as she protests before careening over the edge. He remains stubbornly latched to her, biting down hard and ensuring that the resulting mark is as visible as it can be.
She'll have to completely cover her neck... is it even possible for makeup to hide it? He should be asking himself those questions, but he doesn't... he just continues to bite down as he keeps on thrusting and stimulating her even as she falls over the edge. ]
Ai... Ai... Ai...!!
[ Even though he's been bullying her... the truth is that he's in exactly the same state, barely able to piece together words, only able to frantically repeat Ai's name over and over. His teeth finally leave her neck, and she'll be able to see just how close he is to his own release in his expression... ]
I can't... I'm gonna...! Ai...!!
[ He's going to tip over... and they have one last chance to be responsible for once tonight... ]
[ If either of them should be responsible, it should be her - she's the one who knows exactly what sort of trouble they're going to get into if something goes wrong but she's too far gone to think about it. All she can do is cling to Oberon's shoulders, nails digging into his back, breathing in ragged pants that hitch in her throat with each thrust. It's all going too fast, too hard for her to think about any of it but then when he pulls back and she sees his face... it's like everything goes quiet and still just for a second.
Ah. She's never seen him with such a desperate expression before. Even in their most heated moments, when they've teased and wound up each other to the point of near-madness, he's never looked so frantic, so wild and lost in his own desire, pupils blown wide, mouth open, breath coming short. She thinks she's never seen anything more lovely. ]
Oberon...
[ Her breath rushes out of her. She reaches up to thread her fingers though his hair again pulling him down to kiss him - messy and clumsy, but heated all the same - before she pants a response into his mouth. ]
It's okay. It's okay...! I want it, too, so...!
[ She'd already told him, hadn't she? To make sure she couldn't ever forget again. ]
[ Aah... they're both doomed, aren't they? He can see and relish in the expression on Ai's face, but even he can realize that the expression on his can't be much better... and now she's looking right at him like that.
She's looking right at him... and telling him she wants it. ]
AI...!!
[ He buries his face in her shoulder, and with nothing left to stop them, he thrusts into her with newfound vigor and speed... enough to shake the couch he's fucking her on, until finally...! ]
H-Hnnn...!! A-Ai...!!
[ He slams into her one last time... and tips straight over the edge, releasing everything into her all at once. With the consequences no longer mattering, he empties everything into the woman he loves, his body trembling from the sensation of it all.
"Aaah..." he can't help but think. "What a mess..."
...and yet for the first time in his newfound life, he's never felt happier. ]
[ It's almost too much to take when she's still trembling and oversensitive - but of course, that's exactly how he likes it best, when she's overwhelmed and shaking and not being given so much as a pause for breath. But this is the first time, she thinks, that he's ever been just as far gone, that drunk with desperate need. Like he really is afraid he'll never get another chance.
Is it any wonder, when he's waited this long?
She pulls in a sharp gasp in tandem with him. Her whole body shudders, hot and full of him, and she wonders deliriously just how much of a mess they've made. It's a little scary just how good it feels be this irresponsible.
Her arms wind around his neck and she hugs him close, letting him pant into the crook of her neck. Her breaths come out in soft, uneven huffs too, still shuddering warmly in the aftermath of being so thoroughly reclaimed. After a moment, a warm giggle bubbles out of her. ]
You're still heavy, you know.
[ This time, though, the way her fingers curl into his hair make it clear she doesn't want him to move just yet. ]
[ The height of irresponsibility... that's the only way anyone can look at what they've done. Even from an outside perspective... would this not just be perceived as Ai "thanking" her savior with her body? The potential scandal is like nothing anybody has ever seen...
Yet still... he really just can't bring himself to care. Not as he lays on top of Ai, gasping for breath after having filled her completely...
...God he has no clue what they're going to do if THOSE consequences come to bite them in the ass later. ]
I... I know...
[ God, one round and he's already exhausted... a human body is so inconvenient. Hell, he can already feel himself softening inside her... and while he figures he could probably get it up again if he tried, there's no point if he's too tired to even move. ]
Hah... shit... I knew this already, but... human bodies... are too damn weak...
[ Still, he manages to lift his arm up to wrap around her and hug her tight. ]
They sure are. Are you finally feeling a little bad for being so mean to mine? Serves you right, buster.
[ There's no bite to her words though and the slow, steady sweep of her fingers through his hair is gentle. Even when it slows to a stop, it's only so she can cradle the back of his head. Seeing him trembling and wrung out like this feels like a rare privilege - and really, it is. Who else is ever going to be allowed to see him like this? ]
I'm not going anywhere. I promise. I'll stay here with you all night. [ She presses a kiss the crown of his head. ] And even when I do have to go, I promise I'll come back.
[ She gets another laugh out of him. Of course he doesn’t… but she knows that, doesn’t she?
It’s strange. He feels so… honest like this. Raw, exposed, and yet with Ai’s hands gently running through his hair, he can’t bring himself to mind. Part of him inevitably flares with anxiety, scared to disappoint her for not meeting the inhuman standards that he himself had set, but it all just… melts away. ]
Ai…
[ He nestles his face into her, trying to hide the embarrassing expression on his face when she comforts him… promises him that she’s going to stay.
He’ll have to get up eventually… either to get his weight off of her, or just to move them to the comfort of his bed, but… ]
Pfft. I should be the one thanking you, don't you think? [ Another kiss to his temple as she begins to stroke his hair again. ] I'm only here to stay because you waited to save me all this time.
[ It shouldn't be a surprise with how much has changed and how much time - for him - has passed... but for all that's exactly as it should be, something has certainly changed. She's so used to him looking right through her without the slightest bit of effort that it feels strange to suddenly be so easily able to do the same in return. ]
[ He wonders if that’s a good change… if it’s good that, in becoming human, she can see through him just as easily as he sees through her.
At the very least… it certainly doesn’t feel bad. ]
Good…
[ God… after being this embarrassingly pathetic for her, he won’t even be able to look her in the eyes later… but ah, screw it. He clings to her just as desperately as ever, pressing kisses to her neck, now tender with a large bite mark. ]
[ Except that doesn't account for the family she's gotta go back to... who she definitely can't hide it from forever. Still, he'd like to think that he's learned a little restraint over the years... what with that being the only bite she has to worry about being seen. ]
I needed... to make sure...
[ Make sure that she was his again... so he says before continuing to pepper the mark with love. ]
[ She doesn't quite squirm, but she tenses under him a little and her fingers curl into his hair. Jeez. Having him hold and kiss her like this, keeping their bodies pressed so close when he still hasn't pulled out of her - when she's still so full of him-
[ He shifts his weight to the side, turning them both over so that they're both on their sides rather than him being fully on top of her, but still holding her just as close... and still not pulling out, either. That must be something he likes... ]
Not yet... so you'd better stay until I am...
[ As if she hasn't already promised that, but... well, this is the kind of clinginess she's signed up for. Pay no attention to the small grin that he can't hide. ]
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[ A sharp, warm gasp - it's not quite as bad as some of the ways he's run her ragged before but she's still oversensitive enough that it sends a bolt of heat up her spine and the fingers tangled into his hair tighten just a bit. ]
Nn- g-give me a little warning first, jeez...
[ The warm breath that huffs out of her doesn't sound all that disapproving, though. ]
I already told you, didn't I? I'm not going anywhere tonight. I'm staying right here. ... but if you wanted to move properly to bed, I wouldn't complain.
[ Ah, right... that would be nice. His eyes widen for a bit before he smiles again and lets out a small laugh. ]
Yeah... that would be nice, wouldn't it?
[ Back during their first time together, didn't they just keep going after he brought her to bed? Oh how nice it would be if he could manage that here... though then again, she needs her ability to walk straight a little more here, doesn't she?
He lets out a sigh, bracing himself for the physical exertion. Ai's still so light there shouldn't be a problem carrying her, but man does he still feel the exhaustion of just one round. ]
Well... I bet you're relieved that I won't be able to keep going once we get there, aren't you?
[ He lets out a grunt as he gets up and to his feet, carrying Ai up along with him and smoothly into a bridal carry... finally slipping out of her as a result. Even as a human, he really filled her up, didn't he...? ]
[ She makes a thin, plaintive noise when he finally pulls out of her properly - without anything else to distract her, she's suddenly very aware of just how much he left inside her. It's hot and messy and there's so much of it that it's a little embarrassing to think about. ]
I wouldn't say relieved exactly... [ She wraps her arms around his shoulders to steady herself in his arms and shamelessly presses her face into his shirt, breathing in the scent of him. She'd forgotten just how nice it was to be held like this. ] But now you're not a Servant... maybe it's a good thing that you can't keep going forever anymore. ... we could actually get in a whole lot of trouble. And I don't think Prez Saitou would survive me having to go on another "hiatus for health reasons".
[ Of course, for all either of them know, they're already in a whole lot of trouble. Technically the chances are pretty low, but... it would be just their luck, wouldn't it? ]
[ Still, she's definitely right... even if the sheer amount currently inside her defeats the point of any caution at this point. Honestly... how reckless can they get?
...Not that Oberon can even bring himself to mind. ]
Well... here's to hoping for the best, no?
[ ...When he says it like that, one has to wonder what the "best" is in this situation. Not that he plans on clarifying, seeing as how he starts to carry Ai to his bedroom. ]
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Hell, his hand is still slick from his efforts... something he takes note of just before she speaks. ]
Ai...
[ They had no excuse, no safety net, nothing...
They were doing this purely because they wanted it. Needed it so carnally that nothing else mattered.
He brings his hand up, the one still slick with her, up to hold her hand as she caresses his cheek... ]
Yeah... never again...
[ ...before gripping her hip with his other hand and slamming himself into her in one go.
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Even now, with everything that's changed, some things always remain the same.
The rough strength in his hands, the sharp intensity his eyes, the heat of his body pressed flush against hers - all of it sparks a wildfire in her blood, and it's all she can do to cling to him tighter and rock up against him. ]
Oberon...! I missed you, I missed you so much...
[ Once more, she's babbling - like she's afraid that if she doesn't get her words out all at once, she'll never get a chance to say them. ]
I wish I'd remembered, I wish I'd come back to you sooner...
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[ God. God. The sensation of her tightening around him, that warmth that makes him feel like he's melting into her... it's been so long for him, and yet he recognizes it all just the same... he can't help but let out a low groan... or well, it's much more of a moan, actually. ]
Ha... hah...
[ His heart swells with every word out of her mouth. He thinks of how he had to intentionally keep his distance so that her kids could be born without issue... another thought of how scandalous it might've been if they met and she remembered him too early.
...But none of that matters. It all truly doesn't matter. ]
I missed you... I missed you, Ai... I... I never stopped thinking of you, I followed everything, I...
[ He reaches up to cup her cheek as he adjusts to the feeling of her around him again. It occurs to him that... with him having followed her career from the very beginning, he might just also be her most longtime fan... ]
I love you... so I'll never let you forget again...!!
[ He pulls his hips back and starts to slam back into her. It doesn't matter that her body is almost certainly not used to this treatment... it's her body from just a few days after when she should have died, it hasn't experienced what Oberon did to her during that Holy Grail War... he'll just have to remind her body of that as well. ]
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Oberon...!
[ She gasps out his name over and over and over again - like a prayer, like a promise, like she can't get enough of saying it. High, sweet moans and gasps spill from her lips in time with each thrust - rough as he's being, her body accepts him readily with no resistance. Maybe it's because he can't be quite as rough now he's just a regular old human. Or maybe it's thanks to the way he'd do lovingly made sure she'd be able to take him.
Either way, she doesn't care. Because he loves her, he misses her, he's been watching over her all this time - he never stopped, not even for a second. Even with no promise of reward or reciprocation, no guarantee that she'd ever look at him as anything but a stranger.
She never deserved someone like him. Someone this devoted to her - to her, Hoshino Ai, dirty and imperfect and so very selfish - after all this time. She was sure she didn't. And maybe she still doesn't. But here he is anyway. And now she has him, she's not letting him go.
With her arms around his neck, she pulls him down so she can kiss him, deep and hungry and messy. The kind of kiss that leaves her dizzy and breathless, that steals every last thought right from her brain - everything that's not him, anyway. ]
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He thrusts with all the strength he can muster... something that would've undoubtedly left her thighs thoroughly broken and bruised before. He's almost disappointed he can't so easily do the same thing anymore, but if being able to live with her in his arms like this is what he gets in exchange, then he'll gladly take that deal every time... and besides. ]
Ai...!!
[ He can compensate for it with the love he feels for her... and it's not like he isn't going to try anyways.
One hand grips Ai's hip, holding her hard and firm so that he can thrust deep into her core again and again... while the other drifts back down to find her clit again, even as he pistons his length in and out at a rapid pace. Needless to say, his memory of her body is as sharp as ever, and he finds it right away...
...which means that even though Ai is already wound up and falling apart at the seams, he starts to relentlessly abuse her clit all over again. ]
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Oberon...! N-not like that, it's too much, not like this...!
[ Her voice hitches in her throat, rising high and keening and when her back arches under him her head falls back too, exposing the pale line of her neck. She's completely exposed, laid bare and trembling underneath him, pinned and helpless. How long has it been since she felt like this - a prey animal, delighted to be held in the jaws of something that wants to eat her?
How long has it been since she wanted, that badly, to be devoured?
Too long. Far too long.
She tangles her fingers in Oberon's hair, pulling his head forward so she can bury her face in his shoulder, muffling her cries against his skin. Her hips roll, her body pressing up against his, his fingers mercilessly drawing out stuttered cries from her lungs. He really is still such a horrible bully. ]
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That's the man she's decided to love, isn't it?
He pinches and grinds her clit mercilessly, all while pistoning into the deepest parts of her body. It feels unimaginably good, he couldn't stop now even if she begged him to... ]
...!
[ And then she exposes her neck to him... just like that. Like prey delightfully offering themselves up as a sacrifice. His mind goes blank, though his body keeps moving... and when she pulls him forward, even closer to that exposed... perfect and flawless skin...
...Ahh, how the hell is he supposed to resist? ]
Ai...!!
[ Even though it's somewhere that can't easily be hidden, even though it'll only cause problems for her in the morning... he opens his mouth and bites down on her exposed neck.
Honestly, why hasn't anyone gotten him to play a vampire character yet?He bites down hard, mercilessly marking his prey without even a second thought. ]
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The feeling of his teeth sinking into her neck is a shock that sends a shudder rippling through her whole body - hot and sharp and electric all at once. Her back bows sharply, another cry catching in her throat, muffled and choked off. ]
Ah- ah, you can't, you can't, not here, not where everyone can see...!
[ That's all she manages to get out before it's all too much. The sting of his teeth in her skin, the hot ache of his fingers, of him moving inside her, of knowing that if anyone sees that bite they'll be able to tell right away what happened - it's too much, all too much, and she's teetering on the edge for just a split second more before she topples right over it. This time, it's with a pathetic mewl of his name, soft and pleading, before she buries her face in his shoulder again to muffle the sound. For all those halfhearted protests, it's impossible not to feel the way her body squeezes tight in response, trembling and greedy. ]
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She'll have to completely cover her neck... is it even possible for makeup to hide it? He should be asking himself those questions, but he doesn't... he just continues to bite down as he keeps on thrusting and stimulating her even as she falls over the edge. ]
Ai... Ai... Ai...!!
[ Even though he's been bullying her... the truth is that he's in exactly the same state, barely able to piece together words, only able to frantically repeat Ai's name over and over. His teeth finally leave her neck, and she'll be able to see just how close he is to his own release in his expression... ]
I can't... I'm gonna...! Ai...!!
[ He's going to tip over... and they have one last chance to be responsible for once tonight... ]
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Ah. She's never seen him with such a desperate expression before. Even in their most heated moments, when they've teased and wound up each other to the point of near-madness, he's never looked so frantic, so wild and lost in his own desire, pupils blown wide, mouth open, breath coming short. She thinks she's never seen anything more lovely. ]
Oberon...
[ Her breath rushes out of her. She reaches up to thread her fingers though his hair again pulling him down to kiss him - messy and clumsy, but heated all the same - before she pants a response into his mouth. ]
It's okay. It's okay...! I want it, too, so...!
[ She'd already told him, hadn't she? To make sure she couldn't ever forget again. ]
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She's looking right at him... and telling him she wants it. ]
AI...!!
[ He buries his face in her shoulder, and with nothing left to stop them, he thrusts into her with newfound vigor and speed... enough to shake the couch he's fucking her on, until finally...! ]
H-Hnnn...!! A-Ai...!!
[ He slams into her one last time... and tips straight over the edge, releasing everything into her all at once. With the consequences no longer mattering, he empties everything into the woman he loves, his body trembling from the sensation of it all.
"Aaah..." he can't help but think. "What a mess..."
...and yet for the first time in his newfound life, he's never felt happier. ]
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Is it any wonder, when he's waited this long?
She pulls in a sharp gasp in tandem with him. Her whole body shudders, hot and full of him, and she wonders deliriously just how much of a mess they've made. It's a little scary just how good it feels be this irresponsible.
Her arms wind around his neck and she hugs him close, letting him pant into the crook of her neck. Her breaths come out in soft, uneven huffs too, still shuddering warmly in the aftermath of being so thoroughly reclaimed. After a moment, a warm giggle bubbles out of her. ]
You're still heavy, you know.
[ This time, though, the way her fingers curl into his hair make it clear she doesn't want him to move just yet. ]
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[ The height of irresponsibility... that's the only way anyone can look at what they've done. Even from an outside perspective... would this not just be perceived as Ai "thanking" her savior with her body? The potential scandal is like nothing anybody has ever seen...
Yet still... he really just can't bring himself to care. Not as he lays on top of Ai, gasping for breath after having filled her completely...
...God he has no clue what they're going to do if THOSE consequences come to bite them in the ass later. ]
I... I know...
[ God, one round and he's already exhausted... a human body is so inconvenient. Hell, he can already feel himself softening inside her... and while he figures he could probably get it up again if he tried, there's no point if he's too tired to even move. ]
Hah... shit... I knew this already, but... human bodies... are too damn weak...
[ Still, he manages to lift his arm up to wrap around her and hug her tight. ]
Stay... I love you, so please... stay...
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They sure are. Are you finally feeling a little bad for being so mean to mine? Serves you right, buster.
[ There's no bite to her words though and the slow, steady sweep of her fingers through his hair is gentle. Even when it slows to a stop, it's only so she can cradle the back of his head. Seeing him trembling and wrung out like this feels like a rare privilege - and really, it is. Who else is ever going to be allowed to see him like this? ]
I'm not going anywhere. I promise. I'll stay here with you all night. [ She presses a kiss the crown of his head. ] And even when I do have to go, I promise I'll come back.
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It’s strange. He feels so… honest like this. Raw, exposed, and yet with Ai’s hands gently running through his hair, he can’t bring himself to mind. Part of him inevitably flares with anxiety, scared to disappoint her for not meeting the inhuman standards that he himself had set, but it all just… melts away. ]
Ai…
[ He nestles his face into her, trying to hide the embarrassing expression on his face when she comforts him… promises him that she’s going to stay.
He’ll have to get up eventually… either to get his weight off of her, or just to move them to the comfort of his bed, but… ]
Thank you…
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[ It shouldn't be a surprise with how much has changed and how much time - for him - has passed... but for all that's exactly as it should be, something has certainly changed. She's so used to him looking right through her without the slightest bit of effort that it feels strange to suddenly be so easily able to do the same in return. ]
I won't ever make you wait again. I promise.
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[ He wonders if that’s a good change… if it’s good that, in becoming human, she can see through him just as easily as he sees through her.
At the very least… it certainly doesn’t feel bad. ]
Good…
[ God… after being this embarrassingly pathetic for her, he won’t even be able to look her in the eyes later… but ah, screw it. He clings to her just as desperately as ever, pressing kisses to her neck, now tender with a large bite mark. ]
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I can't believe you really bit me like that, you jerk. I'm gonna get in so much trouble and it's all your fault.
[ Of course, it's hard to take her at all seriously when her voice is so warm and she's still so tenderly stroking his hair. ]
I guess I'll let you get away with it just this once. Any more and it really does have to be in spots only me and you will see.
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[ Except that doesn't account for the family she's gotta go back to... who she definitely can't hide it from forever. Still, he'd like to think that he's learned a little restraint over the years... what with that being the only bite she has to worry about being seen. ]
I needed... to make sure...
[ Make sure that she was his again... so he says before continuing to pepper the mark with love. ]
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[ She doesn't quite squirm, but she tenses under him a little and her fingers curl into his hair. Jeez. Having him hold and kiss her like this, keeping their bodies pressed so close when he still hasn't pulled out of her - when she's still so full of him-
It's just a little overwhelming. ]
W-well? Are you sure now?
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[ He shifts his weight to the side, turning them both over so that they're both on their sides rather than him being fully on top of her, but still holding her just as close... and still not pulling out, either.
That must be something he likes...]Not yet... so you'd better stay until I am...
[ As if she hasn't already promised that, but... well, this is the kind of clinginess she's signed up for.
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Nn- g-give me a little warning first, jeez...
[ The warm breath that huffs out of her doesn't sound all that disapproving, though. ]
I already told you, didn't I? I'm not going anywhere tonight. I'm staying right here. ... but if you wanted to move properly to bed, I wouldn't complain.
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Yeah... that would be nice, wouldn't it?
[ Back during their first time together, didn't they just keep going after he brought her to bed? Oh how nice it would be if he could manage that here... though then again, she needs her ability to walk straight a little more here, doesn't she?
He lets out a sigh, bracing himself for the physical exertion. Ai's still so light there shouldn't be a problem carrying her, but man does he still feel the exhaustion of just one round. ]
Well... I bet you're relieved that I won't be able to keep going once we get there, aren't you?
[ He lets out a grunt as he gets up and to his feet, carrying Ai up along with him and smoothly into a bridal carry... finally slipping out of her as a result.
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I wouldn't say relieved exactly... [ She wraps her arms around his shoulders to steady herself in his arms and shamelessly presses her face into his shirt, breathing in the scent of him. She'd forgotten just how nice it was to be held like this. ] But now you're not a Servant... maybe it's a good thing that you can't keep going forever anymore. ... we could actually get in a whole lot of trouble. And I don't think Prez Saitou would survive me having to go on another "hiatus for health reasons".
[ Of course, for all either of them know, they're already in a whole lot of trouble. Technically the chances are pretty low, but... it would be just their luck, wouldn't it? ]
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[ Still, she's definitely right... even if the sheer amount currently inside her defeats the point of any caution at this point. Honestly... how reckless can they get?
...Not that Oberon can even bring himself to mind. ]
Well... here's to hoping for the best, no?
[ ...When he says it like that, one has to wonder what the "best" is in this situation. Not that he plans on clarifying, seeing as how he starts to carry Ai to his bedroom. ]
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