[ It's easier when they're kissing - despite her promise not to, the temptation to look is still there, as it naturally would be. For as familiar as he's become with her body over these last few months, Ai isn't even half as close to understanding his. But his mouth is warm and hungry and hers is just as eager. So when he flinches, her eyes stay firmly on his face, her focus on the kiss. ]
It's okay. [ The reassurance comes out in a murmur against his lips. ] Don't worry, I'm not looking.
[ Not unless he wants her to, of course - but going by that flinch, she suspects that's the last thing he wants right now. Her hand doesn't pull away - it stays steady, even as her mind's quickly tripping to catch up with what she's feeling. It's different from what she's used to and even with his hand guiding hers, she's really not sure what she needs to do for him.
But she's adaptable, of course. A quick learner. So she settles for stroking her thumb carefully over that delicate seam in his scales and over the part of him that's pushing out into her fingers. ]
[ It's not like he'd blame her for that temptation, but... he still doesn't want her to see. It must already feel so different, so inhuman. The only familiarity is in the fundamentally phallic shape, but... ]
A-Ahh...
[ There's another flinch as her thumb brushes over the tip. He wonders if she even perceives it as a tip... it's hardly a human size. Either way, it's... new. Not just to Ai, but... ]
Ai...
[ He can't respond, he doesn't know how to respond. She asks him if she's doing it right, but he can't answer that question... doing so would admit to something... dreadful.
But if nothing else, his body is honest. The seam in his scales opens up a little more, and it starts to push even further out.
The size alone must be temptation enough to look, if not the inhuman shape that becomes more and more apparent the more she feels it. ]
Okay, to be clear, she had told herself very firmly that she wasn't going to freak out so matter what and to be even clearer, she absolutely definitely isn't freaking out right now. But this is, um...
This is different. From what she was expecting. And maybe that's her fault - she spends so much time with him in the shape of a human that a little part of her head forgotten, despite everything, that there really is a beast under his skin, fang and claw and scale. Just because he looks human doesn't mean he is one.
But this is a little...
Suddenly, she's very, very aware that all his drawling threats that he'd break her if she wasn't careful were only bluffs in the sense that he was unwilling to follow through. ]
... Now, this is the part where you need to help me.
[ Her voice is, thankfully, steady. But he can probably tell she's a little nervous. But... that's just natural when it's your first time exploring your partner's body, right? ]
I... don't know where it feels good for you. So you'll have to...
[ Show her. Guide her fingers, at least until she understands herself what to do. ]
[ He can feel it... in her voice, in the way her eyes subtly tremble, the change in her demeanor. Slight, but still so painfully obvious to him, is the blooming of uncertainty in her.
It's not her fault. This is to be expected, this is the only reasonable way for her to respond. No matter how broken she may be, she's still just an ordinary human woman at the end of the day. He expects her to recoil, to say he was right...
...The thought of those words hurts him, but fortunately they... never come. ]
...
[ He swallows. She's not being unreasonable... she's asking for guidance in the dark, for a hand to hold hers as she stumbles into unknown territory. It's unknown territory to him as well, though. It's not as if he'd ever felt a need to satisfy himself, after all. Especially as of recently, where he much prefers to satisfy himself with Ai rather than by himself.
But... he knows instinctively what he needs, and must now... guide her. ]
...Okay.
[ Hah, hilarious, isn't it? They're both nervous now. As his length continues to grow in both girth and length, his clawed hand moves down to join hers... ]
Just... start with how you would do it normally...
[ It's different, it's inhuman, it's monstrous and puts into perspective how fortunate it is that he'd never followed through on their agreement for her to warm his bed... but it still functions mostly as one can expect. He pulls her hand to wrap around him... hah, just barely, though her hands were already dainty so perhaps that's a given.
...But he guides her fingers to the underside, where the scales are at their thickest, forming a rough ridged surface. If she thought the texture of his tail was unique, then this is a whole other beast entirely... ]
[ ... Maybe it's because she's so closely focused on his face, just as she'd promised, but just as he's able to see the gradual welling up of uncertainty in her, there's no way for her to miss the shifting of his expression, the way his breath catches, his voice drops into something low and... not quite a murmur, but...
Ah. So he's nervous, too. Something about it is a little reassuring but as she looks up at him, she feels an unexpected bloom of fondness in her chest as well. Anyone would think she was a lunatic to - well, they'd think she was a lunatic for getting in so over her head to begin with. But to be sat here, her fingers wrapped around him, knowing exactly what sort of beast she's allowed to take ownership of her and to still have even the fleeting thought that - Oh. He really is cute like this.
There's definitely something wrong with her. ]
Like this...?
[ She'd have expected the scaled underside to be less sensitive, come to think of it. Good job she asked. But following his direction, she starts to slowly slide her fingers along his length, her grip still loose and a little tentative. Her fingers trail over ridged, smooth scales and she wonders just for a second what they'd feel like inside her.
...Then she immediately dismisses the thought. Seriously, there's no way...! ]
[ It's somewhat contradictory... that the place where the scales are thickest are so sensitive. Then again, aren't there folktales of dragons with special, sensitive scales? Granted, many of those folktales describe it as something to avoid touching at all costs, lest you send the dragon into an uncontrollable rage...
This isn't like that in the slightest, but... ]
Y... yeah... like that...
[ It feels... terrifying, saying out loud, encouraging her... but the words come out before he can stop it, and now...
Lunacy is a downhill slope... hasn't someone said something like that before? No? ]
[ ... Her slightly nervous smile starts to unfurl into something a little coy. ]
So this is where it feels good... Okay. I'll make sure I remember that.
[ With that encouragement, her fingers tighten around him just a little, sliding along his length a little more firmly and deliberately, exploring the contours of that sensitive underside. She won't pretend she's not a little intimidated... it's not so much just the size (though... you know, that) but the shape and the unfamiliarity of it.
But he's reacting in such familiar ways - his breath getting heavy and warm, his eyes hazy and dark. Even if some of this is new to her, it's just like she's been saying - she's not pure. She knows these reactions, knows them intimately and it's gradually getting easier now that she can tell she's making him feel good. ]
It really is totally different from your tail... you can actually feel it when I touch you here, right?
[ He can guess, actually... but shit, he doesn't know how to keep his composure when she has her hand on him like this. The sensation is unusual, the fact that he's relinquished a position of power even moreso.
But even harder to deal with... is looking into her eyes, and not seeing the disgust he was expecting.
That smile of hers leaves his mind scrambling for balance. ]
You've had more than your fair share of touching me, haven't you? By this point, you must know my body better than I do. But I've never gotten the chance to do the same for you.
[ Her touch is starting to get a little more confident - her fingers tighten around him a little more, not enough to squeeze, but enough for him to feel the slow, deliberate way she traces the outline of a particular ridge before she starts to drag her hand down him in a slow, steady stroke. Her expression is a mix of fondness and mischief as she watches his face, her eyes bright and hungry. ]
You made it sound like I wouldn't be able to handle even touching you like this... but I think I'm managing. So long as I just touch all the places that make you feel really good, like you always do to me...
[ She trails off and lets the words hang between them for a second before leaning in close to kiss him again as her fingers stroke slowly up and down the length of him. ]
[ He can't stop the way his breath hitches as she hungrily tests him for more reactions, leaving him open for when she leans in close and... and kisses him.
This is wrong, he thinks. She should be disgusted, unnerved by the inhuman thing in her hands. It occurs to him that there's already so much wrong with her, but even still... ]
You shouldn't... you don't need to worry about that...
[ So he gasps out during a break in the kiss... his reactions betraying what he says. ]
[ The hitch in his voice makes her heart throb and her own breathing stutter. She isn't really sure what sort of reactions she'd been expecting out of him when she started but this is... ]
So it is good. [ Another kiss, pressed in gently and warmly. Her low, sweet voice tickles against his mouth. ] I'm glad.
[ It's so difficult, not giving into the temptation to look at what she's doing, not when every reaction he gives her is so terribly honest, but as she'd promised, her eyes stay focused on his face.
There's no longer any hesitation in the way she strokes him, fingers exploring the sensitive underside and along the ridges of his scales, seeking out any new reactions she can tease out of him. She can feel her heartbeat picking up, her breathing coming a little quicker, her cheeks flushing hotly, and the way he looks right now, the way he sounds... his mouth is so close to hers, their breaths mingling and his gasps tickling against her lips - seriously, what is she supposed to do except kiss him again, more deeply and heatedly than before? ]
[ She candidly cuts him off with that kiss… and he can do nothing except return the kiss just as deeply. She’s kissing something inhuman, pleasuring something grotesque and disgusting…
He pulls back, all but ripping his lips from hers to gasp out one last protest… ]
W… wait, something is… aah…
[ Aah, his face… it must look the same as hers whenever he pushed her to the edge… ]
[ She doesn't let him get any further protests out. Maybe it's mean - or maybe, at this point, it's just payback. But before he can pull away from her, Ai closes the distance between them again and swallows the rest of his words in another heated kiss. His voice, the warmth of his breath, the heat of his skin, the feel of him in her hand, the way he shivers and squirms against her - how is she supposed to even think about stopping?
Suddenly, she thinks she understands exactly why he's always such a bully. ]
It's okay. [ She huffs it right against his lips. ] Just keep kissing me. I'll take care of you.
[ Her hand keeps working him over, carefully stroking the length of him, exploring him and seeking out all the places that make him twitch and tremble. She swallows every moan and gasp out of his mouth like she's greedy for them, and really, she is. Her own breathing is quick and unsteady, her heart thudding against her ribs, and the harder it beats the less she wants to stop with just this. ]
[ It really is an addicting feeling, isn't it? The bullying, that is. You would think that a creature of his status would be above that, and yet... ]
Ai...
[ The path goes both ways... and even though it shouldn't be okay, she insists that it is, and...
He does as she says, he keeps kissing her. He lets himself melt into her lips, loses himself in the feeling of her hand stroking his twitching, pulsing length. She must want to look, there's no way she isn't curious, but she's kept her promise...
...but what if she did look? What... what if she looked, but she still accepted him...? ]
A-Aah... ah...!!
[ He can't quite maintain that thought... because he reaches it. He reaches his limit. He wonders if it's because of how infrequently he's allowed himself to be satisfied, or perhaps a side-effect of being on the receiving end of such bullying for once...
Either way, he's erupting... and he's making a mess.
As unbelievable as it may be, he is still a dragon, after all. ]
[ Ah. She really shouldn't have been surprised - she'd thought surely that a dragon would have much more stamina, would need much more stimulation to be even close to satisfied. But he's been making himself wait for so, so long - longer still, if she hadn't gotten her way. Is it really any wonder that he's this pent up? That it only took a gentle touch and some sweet talking to push him over the edge?
She shouldn't be - and she still is, all the same. Even after he'd made such a mess of her their last night together, she's not expecting him to still let out this much. So when his back arches and she feels his release start to spill out over her fingers, a little squeak of surprise comes out of her, muffled into the kiss. There's so much of it - not just her hand, her stomach and her thighs are hot and sticky with his mess as well. Again, that traitorous thought of just how would it feel inside surfaces in her head before she quickly pushes it back down. ]
Ah... hah... [ Their lips part just enough for her to catch her breath, her fingers still loosely curled around him, still twitching in her grip. ] You definitely can't ever say I'm the one making a mess ever again. Not when you...
[ Her eyes trail down without even thinking, just to assess the damage - but it's easy to tell when her eyes settle exactly where when her voice thins out into silence. ]
[ Aah, he's dirtying her... he's tainting her, and he can't stop himself from feeling... proud somehow. To taint something that should be pure is the greatest delight... and yet while he dirties her so readily, the thought of her perceiving just how filthy he himself is...
...and just as he considers it, he feels it. He feels her gaze and where it lands, and his entire body stiffens... ]
Y... you...
[ He... isn't upset. He doesn't fly into a rage at the breaking of her word. But he's undoubtedly frozen, something akin to panic settling in his mind.
It looks as inhuman as it feels. Completely black, scaled, almost sharp and hostile in it's shape... and it really is massive. Forget her intrusive thoughts of putting it inside her, can something like that even fit in the first place? ]
[ A little spike of guilt flashes through her chest. She hadn't meant to - she'd barely even realized what she was doing until her eyes were on him and she'd broken her promise. She should avert her gaze or... or something, but she has the feeling that if she whips her gaze away from him, he'll read it in all the wrong ways. So she doesn't even blink, just lets her eyes rove over the shape of him, the size and the unfamiliarity of it. He really wasn't kidding when he said it'd break her but rather than intimidated, she feels...
Emboldened, perhaps.
Her fingers are still covered in his release and as they curl around him again, the slick sensation makes her breath catch in her throat. She feels her face burn a little brighter as her fingers squeeze and then go right back to exploring his shape, much more thoroughly and deliberately now she can actually see what she's doing. As her hand moves along him, her fingers press more firmly and slide into the gaps between the scales, the sensitive ridges underneath, and he's so hot in her hand - the thought sends a rush of heat through her, too, and settles heavily between her legs. She shifts her thighs together, swallowing hard, and drags her gaze back up to his face. ]
... you really had me worried, you know. This isn't even half as bad as you had me imagining.
[ There's no judgement in her expression. In fact, it's... the opposite. If anything, her eyes are warm and dark, the color high in her cheeks, her smile wicked. ]
[ ...Ah, something about how much stickier and slicker it is now that enhances the feeling of her hand around him... or at least, as much as her small hand can even manage around the thing. His eyes drift down to where she's looking, and... aah, such a mess he's made of her... he's dirtied her, corrupted her beyond recognition, that's the only thing that can come of being with him...
And now, he's being reminded... that she wants that just as much as him. To be dirtied, to touch that which should be too grotesque to even risk contact...
He shakily sucks in a breath... one hand coming up to cover his eyes as his pale cheeks turn even further flushed. ]
You... you really are an insane woman...
[ And yet he's undoubtedly trying to prevent her from seeing the relief in his eyes. ]
[ Her smile turns sharp-edged, catlike with the promise of further mischief as her hand continues to explore the length of him. The pads of her fingers tease along the underside of him, sliding through the slickness of his release, tracing the ridges and following them up to the tip, circling over the blunt head before dragging her fingers back down again. Her gaze only wavers now when she turns it up to his face and sees the sweetly overwhelmed expression he's trying to hide from her. Maybe he didn't want her to touch him for fear of letting her see that instead. ]
Come on, that's not fair at all. You had a whole lot of fun watching me when you had your way with me. Shouldn't I get to to the same?
[ She nuzzles a kiss into the side of his jaw and huffs a warm sigh against his skin. ]
The least you could do is let me kiss you properly.
[ The contrast of her soft human fingers against his hard and hostile surface is... too much. She reaches the tip and he can't hold back the noise, a soft shudder running through his body as her hand runs back down.
He knew she wasn't sane... he knew from the moment he met. Yet this is, somehow, a step above everything else. ]
F... fine...
[ He pulls his clawed hand away. He must be so disgustingly soft right now, isn't he...? ]
[ It's unbecoming of a Saintess - even a fake, fallen one - to be taking so much satisfaction in seeing unravel, feeling him twitch and shudder under her touch. The least she could do is feel ashamed that she's indulging herself in such a filthy way, but no. All she feels is a rush of excitement and a welling of fondness in her chest when she takes in his expression - his flushed face, his dark hazy eyes. He's had his way with her so many times, pushed her to the brink again and again and again, and yet when it's her doing the pushing, he's suddenly helpless. Maybe it's a little mean, but she likes it. ]
Heehee. Is it a little embarrassing? Sorry. I just wanted to make sure you were enjoying it.
[ Lie. As if that's not already obvious by how hard and hot he is against her fingers. But instead of letting him argue, she leans in and catches his mouth with hers again, her kiss warm and a little greedy. Her hand squeezes a little tighter around him as best she can manage, stroking over his length a little more firmly and purposefully - which spots made him shudder and gasp the most again? Where does he like it best? She's determined to find out? ]
[ It's not like a human's... though she squeezes it, there's very little give... so hard and powerful that Ai's dainty hand seems to have no effect on it. At least, that would be the case if not for Oberon himself giving away how he can still feel that additional pressure.
She's having her way with him... and at this rate, he'll be adding to the mess he's already made...
And damn it, he can't stop her, he gave his word... but damn it, he's not just going to let her have her way unopposed. He returns the kiss, letting her think he's losing himself in the sensation of her lips against his... so that he can start to trail his claw down her body and between her legs. ]
[ Ah. Maybe it's because it's been a few days since he's so much as laid a hand on her, but the feeling of his claws trailing over her bare skin sends a pleasant ripple of anticipation through her. She's already feeling a little warm and wound up just from finally getting to touch him properly, but the thought of him having his hands all over her while she strokes and teases him in return... it's enough to make her squirm just a little, a tiny noise of eagerness and impatience muffled into the kiss. ]
Mmn... this was what you wanted in the first place, right?
[ She nips playfully at his bottom lip, just in time with her thumb sliding over his tip and dragging across the sensitive underside. Her breathing is starting to get heavier and a little unsteady, her heartbeat thundering against her ribs and a warm, familiar ache building low in her core. Ah... things really do feel so much different when they're both so needy for each other. ]
[ His breathing has gotten so heavy. Each time their lips part, he practically gasps against her... before he presses his lips to hers once more, hungrily... or rather, needily kissing her as her fingers send shudders of sensation up his spine.
For a brief moment, as her thumb slides over his tip, his hands suddenly grip her a little tighter... his claws briefly digging into her skin... but relenting just before they can dig too deep. His self control is slipping, the thought... scares him. ]
Yeah... I'll do just that...
[ ...But he keeps his hands on her. He keeps his claws on her, so dangerous and yet so careful even as they drift further down her back, running down the soft curve of her body as they reach her hips... reaches even lower...
...His claw is the first thing to touch it, to prod at the opening between her legs. With her chest so close to his, she'll be able to feel his own heart start to beat so much faster. Come to think of it, he's never used his hands down there, has he? Everywhere else, yes... his tail, certainly... but his hands—his claws—always kept just enough distance...
But that's changed now... as almost certainly, a clawed digit starts to invade that place. ]
[ Ah. This is new. She can feel his heartbeat against her chest, the rapid flutter of his pulse that matches the frantic pace of her own. The scrape of claws against her skin makes her shiver - she's acutely aware of just how much damage he could do with them if he really wanted to, but knowing that he's putting so much of his self control into being gentle with her and making her feel good... how is she supposed to focus on him when her body is already so eager for him to sink his fingers into her?
Not that she'll have to wait for much longer. She can already feel his claw between her legs, seeking out the wet heat between her thighs and it steals a hot, needy breath right out from her lungs. It's... different from his tail, not quite as thick and firm but still merciless, the pointed tip of his claw teasing the opening of her core in a way that sends sparks skittering down her spine. ]
...ah, you're... you're going to leave me a mess.
[ She sounds breathless and a little shaky. Her own hips press down against his finger, eager and shameless. But she hasn't forgotten about him, of course - her hand hasn't stopped moving, her fingers sliding down the length of him, the slickness of his release making it easy for her fingers to glide over him, squeezing and stroking every spot she can find that gets another of those gasps out of him. ]
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It's okay. [ The reassurance comes out in a murmur against his lips. ] Don't worry, I'm not looking.
[ Not unless he wants her to, of course - but going by that flinch, she suspects that's the last thing he wants right now. Her hand doesn't pull away - it stays steady, even as her mind's quickly tripping to catch up with what she's feeling. It's different from what she's used to and even with his hand guiding hers, she's really not sure what she needs to do for him.
But she's adaptable, of course. A quick learner. So she settles for stroking her thumb carefully over that delicate seam in his scales and over the part of him that's pushing out into her fingers. ]
Like this...?
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A-Ahh...
[ There's another flinch as her thumb brushes over the tip. He wonders if she even perceives it as a tip... it's hardly a human size. Either way, it's... new. Not just to Ai, but... ]
Ai...
[ He can't respond, he doesn't know how to respond. She asks him if she's doing it right, but he can't answer that question... doing so would admit to something... dreadful.
But if nothing else, his body is honest. The seam in his scales opens up a little more, and it starts to push even further out.
The size alone must be temptation enough to look, if not the inhuman shape that becomes more and more apparent the more she feels it. ]
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Okay, to be clear, she had told herself very firmly that she wasn't going to freak out so matter what and to be even clearer, she absolutely definitely isn't freaking out right now. But this is, um...
This is different. From what she was expecting. And maybe that's her fault - she spends so much time with him in the shape of a human that a little part of her head forgotten, despite everything, that there really is a beast under his skin, fang and claw and scale. Just because he looks human doesn't mean he is one.
But this is a little...
Suddenly, she's very, very aware that all his drawling threats that he'd break her if she wasn't careful were only bluffs in the sense that he was unwilling to follow through. ]
... Now, this is the part where you need to help me.
[ Her voice is, thankfully, steady. But he can probably tell she's a little nervous. But... that's just natural when it's your first time exploring your partner's body, right? ]
I... don't know where it feels good for you. So you'll have to...
[ Show her. Guide her fingers, at least until she understands herself what to do. ]
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It's not her fault. This is to be expected, this is the only reasonable way for her to respond. No matter how broken she may be, she's still just an ordinary human woman at the end of the day. He expects her to recoil, to say he was right...
...The thought of those words hurts him, but fortunately they... never come. ]
...
[ He swallows. She's not being unreasonable... she's asking for guidance in the dark, for a hand to hold hers as she stumbles into unknown territory. It's unknown territory to him as well, though. It's not as if he'd ever felt a need to satisfy himself, after all. Especially as of recently, where he much prefers to satisfy himself with Ai rather than by himself.
But... he knows instinctively what he needs, and must now... guide her. ]
...Okay.
[ Hah, hilarious, isn't it? They're both nervous now. As his length continues to grow in both girth and length, his clawed hand moves down to join hers... ]
Just... start with how you would do it normally...
[ It's different, it's inhuman, it's monstrous and puts into perspective how fortunate it is that he'd never followed through on their agreement for her to warm his bed... but it still functions mostly as one can expect. He pulls her hand to wrap around him... hah, just barely, though her hands were already dainty so perhaps that's a given.
...But he guides her fingers to the underside, where the scales are at their thickest, forming a rough ridged surface. If she thought the texture of his tail was unique, then this is a whole other beast entirely... ]
I... it feels sensitive here...
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Ah. So he's nervous, too. Something about it is a little reassuring but as she looks up at him, she feels an unexpected bloom of fondness in her chest as well. Anyone would think she was a lunatic to - well, they'd think she was a lunatic for getting in so over her head to begin with. But to be sat here, her fingers wrapped around him, knowing exactly what sort of beast she's allowed to take ownership of her and to still have even the fleeting thought that - Oh. He really is cute like this.
There's definitely something wrong with her. ]
Like this...?
[ She'd have expected the scaled underside to be less sensitive, come to think of it. Good job she asked. But following his direction, she starts to slowly slide her fingers along his length, her grip still loose and a little tentative. Her fingers trail over ridged, smooth scales and she wonders just for a second what they'd feel like inside her.
...Then she immediately dismisses the thought. Seriously, there's no way...! ]
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[ It's somewhat contradictory... that the place where the scales are thickest are so sensitive. Then again, aren't there folktales of dragons with special, sensitive scales? Granted, many of those folktales describe it as something to avoid touching at all costs, lest you send the dragon into an uncontrollable rage...
This isn't like that in the slightest, but... ]
Y... yeah... like that...
[ It feels... terrifying, saying out loud, encouraging her... but the words come out before he can stop it, and now...
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So this is where it feels good... Okay. I'll make sure I remember that.
[ With that encouragement, her fingers tighten around him just a little, sliding along his length a little more firmly and deliberately, exploring the contours of that sensitive underside. She won't pretend she's not a little intimidated... it's not so much just the size (though... you know, that) but the shape and the unfamiliarity of it.
But he's reacting in such familiar ways - his breath getting heavy and warm, his eyes hazy and dark. Even if some of this is new to her, it's just like she's been saying - she's not pure. She knows these reactions, knows them intimately and it's gradually getting easier now that she can tell she's making him feel good. ]
It really is totally different from your tail... you can actually feel it when I touch you here, right?
[ Her smile gets a little wicked. ]
I guess now we're finally even.
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[ He can guess, actually... but shit, he doesn't know how to keep his composure when she has her hand on him like this. The sensation is unusual, the fact that he's relinquished a position of power even moreso.
But even harder to deal with... is looking into her eyes, and not seeing the disgust he was expecting.
That smile of hers leaves his mind scrambling for balance. ]
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[ Her touch is starting to get a little more confident - her fingers tighten around him a little more, not enough to squeeze, but enough for him to feel the slow, deliberate way she traces the outline of a particular ridge before she starts to drag her hand down him in a slow, steady stroke. Her expression is a mix of fondness and mischief as she watches his face, her eyes bright and hungry. ]
You made it sound like I wouldn't be able to handle even touching you like this... but I think I'm managing. So long as I just touch all the places that make you feel really good, like you always do to me...
[ She trails off and lets the words hang between them for a second before leaning in close to kiss him again as her fingers stroke slowly up and down the length of him. ]
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This is wrong, he thinks. She should be disgusted, unnerved by the inhuman thing in her hands. It occurs to him that there's already so much wrong with her, but even still... ]
You shouldn't... you don't need to worry about that...
[ So he gasps out during a break in the kiss... his reactions betraying what he says. ]
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So it is good. [ Another kiss, pressed in gently and warmly. Her low, sweet voice tickles against his mouth. ] I'm glad.
[ It's so difficult, not giving into the temptation to look at what she's doing, not when every reaction he gives her is so terribly honest, but as she'd promised, her eyes stay focused on his face.
There's no longer any hesitation in the way she strokes him, fingers exploring the sensitive underside and along the ridges of his scales, seeking out any new reactions she can tease out of him. She can feel her heartbeat picking up, her breathing coming a little quicker, her cheeks flushing hotly, and the way he looks right now, the way he sounds... his mouth is so close to hers, their breaths mingling and his gasps tickling against her lips - seriously, what is she supposed to do except kiss him again, more deeply and heatedly than before? ]
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[ She candidly cuts him off with that kiss… and he can do nothing except return the kiss just as deeply. She’s kissing something inhuman, pleasuring something grotesque and disgusting…
He pulls back, all but ripping his lips from hers to gasp out one last protest… ]
W… wait, something is… aah…
[ Aah, his face… it must look the same as hers whenever he pushed her to the edge… ]
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Suddenly, she thinks she understands exactly why he's always such a bully. ]
It's okay. [ She huffs it right against his lips. ] Just keep kissing me. I'll take care of you.
[ Her hand keeps working him over, carefully stroking the length of him, exploring him and seeking out all the places that make him twitch and tremble. She swallows every moan and gasp out of his mouth like she's greedy for them, and really, she is. Her own breathing is quick and unsteady, her heart thudding against her ribs, and the harder it beats the less she wants to stop with just this. ]
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Ai...
[ The path goes both ways... and even though it shouldn't be okay, she insists that it is, and...
He does as she says, he keeps kissing her. He lets himself melt into her lips, loses himself in the feeling of her hand stroking his twitching, pulsing length. She must want to look, there's no way she isn't curious, but she's kept her promise...
...but what if she did look? What... what if she looked, but she still accepted him...? ]
A-Aah... ah...!!
[ He can't quite maintain that thought... because he reaches it. He reaches his limit. He wonders if it's because of how infrequently he's allowed himself to be satisfied, or perhaps a side-effect of being on the receiving end of such bullying for once...
Either way, he's erupting... and he's making a mess.
As unbelievable as it may be, he is still a dragon, after all. ]
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She shouldn't be - and she still is, all the same. Even after he'd made such a mess of her their last night together, she's not expecting him to still let out this much. So when his back arches and she feels his release start to spill out over her fingers, a little squeak of surprise comes out of her, muffled into the kiss. There's so much of it - not just her hand, her stomach and her thighs are hot and sticky with his mess as well. Again, that traitorous thought of just how would it feel inside surfaces in her head before she quickly pushes it back down. ]
Ah... hah... [ Their lips part just enough for her to catch her breath, her fingers still loosely curled around him, still twitching in her grip. ] You definitely can't ever say I'm the one making a mess ever again. Not when you...
[ Her eyes trail down without even thinking, just to assess the damage - but it's easy to tell when her eyes settle exactly where when her voice thins out into silence. ]
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...and just as he considers it, he feels it. He feels her gaze and where it lands, and his entire body stiffens... ]
Y... you...
[ He... isn't upset. He doesn't fly into a rage at the breaking of her word. But he's undoubtedly frozen, something akin to panic settling in his mind.
It looks as inhuman as it feels. Completely black, scaled, almost sharp and hostile in it's shape... and it really is massive. Forget her intrusive thoughts of putting it inside her, can something like that even fit in the first place? ]
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Emboldened, perhaps.
Her fingers are still covered in his release and as they curl around him again, the slick sensation makes her breath catch in her throat. She feels her face burn a little brighter as her fingers squeeze and then go right back to exploring his shape, much more thoroughly and deliberately now she can actually see what she's doing. As her hand moves along him, her fingers press more firmly and slide into the gaps between the scales, the sensitive ridges underneath, and he's so hot in her hand - the thought sends a rush of heat through her, too, and settles heavily between her legs. She shifts her thighs together, swallowing hard, and drags her gaze back up to his face. ]
... you really had me worried, you know. This isn't even half as bad as you had me imagining.
[ There's no judgement in her expression. In fact, it's... the opposite. If anything, her eyes are warm and dark, the color high in her cheeks, her smile wicked. ]
It's okay. Didn't I say I'd take care of you?
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And now, he's being reminded... that she wants that just as much as him. To be dirtied, to touch that which should be too grotesque to even risk contact...
He shakily sucks in a breath... one hand coming up to cover his eyes as his pale cheeks turn even further flushed. ]
You... you really are an insane woman...
[ And yet he's undoubtedly trying to prevent her from seeing the relief in his eyes. ]
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[ Her smile turns sharp-edged, catlike with the promise of further mischief as her hand continues to explore the length of him. The pads of her fingers tease along the underside of him, sliding through the slickness of his release, tracing the ridges and following them up to the tip, circling over the blunt head before dragging her fingers back down again. Her gaze only wavers now when she turns it up to his face and sees the sweetly overwhelmed expression he's trying to hide from her. Maybe he didn't want her to touch him for fear of letting her see that instead. ]
Come on, that's not fair at all. You had a whole lot of fun watching me when you had your way with me. Shouldn't I get to to the same?
[ She nuzzles a kiss into the side of his jaw and huffs a warm sigh against his skin. ]
The least you could do is let me kiss you properly.
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[ The contrast of her soft human fingers against his hard and hostile surface is... too much. She reaches the tip and he can't hold back the noise, a soft shudder running through his body as her hand runs back down.
He knew she wasn't sane... he knew from the moment he met. Yet this is, somehow, a step above everything else. ]
F... fine...
[ He pulls his clawed hand away. He must be so disgustingly soft right now, isn't he...? ]
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Heehee. Is it a little embarrassing? Sorry. I just wanted to make sure you were enjoying it.
[ Lie. As if that's not already obvious by how hard and hot he is against her fingers. But instead of letting him argue, she leans in and catches his mouth with hers again, her kiss warm and a little greedy. Her hand squeezes a little tighter around him as best she can manage, stroking over his length a little more firmly and purposefully - which spots made him shudder and gasp the most again? Where does he like it best? She's determined to find out? ]
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[ It's not like a human's... though she squeezes it, there's very little give... so hard and powerful that Ai's dainty hand seems to have no effect on it. At least, that would be the case if not for Oberon himself giving away how he can still feel that additional pressure.
She's having her way with him... and at this rate, he'll be adding to the mess he's already made...
And damn it, he can't stop her, he gave his word... but damn it, he's not just going to let her have her way unopposed. He returns the kiss, letting her think he's losing himself in the sensation of her lips against his... so that he can start to trail his claw down her body and between her legs. ]
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Mmn... this was what you wanted in the first place, right?
[ She nips playfully at his bottom lip, just in time with her thumb sliding over his tip and dragging across the sensitive underside. Her breathing is starting to get heavier and a little unsteady, her heartbeat thundering against her ribs and a warm, familiar ache building low in her core. Ah... things really do feel so much different when they're both so needy for each other. ]
Go ahead, then. Touch me as much as you want.
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For a brief moment, as her thumb slides over his tip, his hands suddenly grip her a little tighter... his claws briefly digging into her skin... but relenting just before they can dig too deep. His self control is slipping, the thought... scares him. ]
Yeah... I'll do just that...
[ ...But he keeps his hands on her. He keeps his claws on her, so dangerous and yet so careful even as they drift further down her back, running down the soft curve of her body as they reach her hips... reaches even lower...
...His claw is the first thing to touch it, to prod at the opening between her legs. With her chest so close to his, she'll be able to feel his own heart start to beat so much faster. Come to think of it, he's never used his hands down there, has he? Everywhere else, yes... his tail, certainly... but his hands—his claws—always kept just enough distance...
But that's changed now... as almost certainly, a clawed digit starts to invade that place. ]
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[ Ah. This is new. She can feel his heartbeat against her chest, the rapid flutter of his pulse that matches the frantic pace of her own. The scrape of claws against her skin makes her shiver - she's acutely aware of just how much damage he could do with them if he really wanted to, but knowing that he's putting so much of his self control into being gentle with her and making her feel good... how is she supposed to focus on him when her body is already so eager for him to sink his fingers into her?
Not that she'll have to wait for much longer. She can already feel his claw between her legs, seeking out the wet heat between her thighs and it steals a hot, needy breath right out from her lungs. It's... different from his tail, not quite as thick and firm but still merciless, the pointed tip of his claw teasing the opening of her core in a way that sends sparks skittering down her spine. ]
...ah, you're... you're going to leave me a mess.
[ She sounds breathless and a little shaky. Her own hips press down against his finger, eager and shameless. But she hasn't forgotten about him, of course - her hand hasn't stopped moving, her fingers sliding down the length of him, the slickness of his release making it easy for her fingers to glide over him, squeezing and stroking every spot she can find that gets another of those gasps out of him. ]
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