[At first, Rinne's focused on Ai's touch. He closes his eyes and does his best to be patient. He's not very good at it, but he figures if he can endure years of pain, he can withstand anything. Besides, he can't say he hasn't dreamt about this, so if can lose himself to the moment, then it'll come as soon as he—
Oh. Is that what this looks like? That he's an insatiable piece of shit who's getting ahead of himself because he got to sleep with his idol? He's more perverted than he thought he was, so maybe that's true... But he has some reputation to uphold!]
Hold on, I didn't mean—! [No, abort. Rinne doesn't want to say he isn't into this.] I mean, you sounded... happy, so...
[And then Ai's hand goes there, and he doesn't even know why he's pretending. Her hand is excruciatingly pleasant. The tunnel of it is soft, slick and slow, each moan it draws from his throat sweet and thick like honey. His breaths come out in shaky, hot puffs of air. He balls a hand on the glass into a fist that tightens on every upward stroke. He still hasn't forgotten her bare breasts against his back, and with the way her hand moves, he thinks he's liking this way more than someone responsible should.]
[ Another breathy laugh rushes out of her and puffs out over his skin. She'd thought this would go as far as teasing touches, promises for more to come later but - with Rinne still this turned on and wanting her, so quickly...
She's all at once... Impressed and pleasantly surprised, we'll call it. Yes, idols are supposed to have good stamina and Rinne works harder at being an idol than anyone... it just hadn't quite clicked in her head that it'd extend to this, too. Not that she's complaining. ]
You're just as greedy as me, huh? That's fine by me. It's me you're greedy about, anyway. ♪
[ Her hand tightens around him just a bit, as if in contrast to the way her voice softens and lowers into something a little dangerous sounding. ]
You really got this worked up just from a little back washing... Jeez, are my boobs really that exciting? They're not even that big...
[ N-not that she cares. Obviously she's never gotten caught up in that kind of cliche insecurity. She's Ai of B-Komachi, after all. ]
[Between trembling sighs and the heat spreading across his shoulders, he manages to say,] What the fuck are you talking about?
[Rinne's not sure why that's even an issue. He should be the one embarrassed about his own body. He's too big to fit anywhere, and absurdly strong too. He's not easy to love. Ai, on the other hand...]
[ ... Oh, Rinne saying something that cute while she's touching him like this is just unfair. Maybe it's the most ridiculous thing in the world to be worried about when they've already gone this far but... hearing it is nice.
His voice sounds so good like this. Low and warm, rough and uneven with pleasure. She wants to hear more of it.
Hah. She was just teasing Rinne about it, but she's already getting so warm and worked up herself and he hasn't even touched her in return. They're a perfect match. ]
You're sweet. [ Ai's voice comes out like honey too, syrupy warm and clinging to the ears. ] Aah, so it's not just the nape of my neck you like...
[ She drags her fingers up the length of him, slowly but firmly - the same tight, teasing strokes she'd been subjecting him to on the futon. ]
Was that one of the things you'd think about? Where you want to kiss me? Since we've already gone this far, being a little more honest with me wouldn't hurt... right, Rinne-kun?
[Rinne shudders with delight. He knows a trap when he sees it. Now that Ai finally knows she's capable of love, this is her going all out, isn't it? Yeah. He gets it. If he knew he could finally love whoever he wanted, he'd do that too. No, that's exactly what happened when he lost it then and there, in that room, on their bed. Ai is probably aching from what they'd just done, too... but probably not as sore as Rinne wants her to be.]
You really wanna know?
[His tongue swipes over his own lip.]
Yeah. I think about kissing you everywhere, all the time.
[The words are low and rough, like flames licking firewood as they spread. If this is how Ai wants to play, Rinne will have fun with it too.]
I think about sucking on those tits.
[He takes her free hand and slides it up his side, stoping at his own chest. He makes her pinch his nipple and tweak it. His moans are a little rounder, now.]
Yeah. I think they're hot. I think about dragging my tongue up your breast and taking it in my mouth. I'd tug on your cute nipples and lick 'em clean, too. I'd kiss 'em real good, Ai. When I'm through with 'em, they'll be so fucking sore and wet. Kyahaha♪
[Okay. He'll probably hate himself when this is over. In his defense, she gave him an opening and had the gall to ask. It's not like he hates any part of this, though. In her hand, his cock is hot and undeniably hard.]
[ Her breath stalls in her throat, if just for a second. Quietly enough that he wouldn't be able to hear it, especially not over all the other sounds surrounding them. The motion of her hand makes their bodies move against each other too, skin sliding over skin, and the soap makes it all so slick and noisy sounding that she's a little relieved the water rushing out of the shower drowns it out.
That's so much more honest than she'd been expecting. Especially so quick. Maybe she shouldn't be surprised when he's already proven just how shameless he can be but it still sends a startled little thrill through her, right from her stomach all the way up to her head. Her thighs squeeze together. Ah. He can probably tell when they're pressed up this close, huh?
Good. She wants Rinne to know just how badly hearing all this is going right to her head. ]
Mm. I should've guessed you had a dirty mouth but I'm still kind of impressed.
[ She follows his lead, the hand at his chest moving without hesitation, playing with him just as he'd shown her. So this is how Rinne likes to be touched... And since he's being so honest with her, it's only fair for Ai to do the same in return. ]
You know... I wasn't totally telling the truth before. When you asked me what I think about. But if you promise it'll be just our secret, then I'll tell you.
[Rinne bites his lip, uncharacteristically quiet. Ai knows he'd give her anything she wanted, but now that he's in a position to take, he's not so sure. He's not scared of being disappointed — knowing that Ai loves him is already all he could ever want. He's just not used to being wanted by someone he loves infinitely. Her pressing and writhing against Rinne isn't lost on him. He's already said this, if course, but he's always, always dreamt of it.
[ Embarrassment dams her throat if only for a second. She's... not used to saying any of this, after all. Even voicing it to Rinne makes her feel like she's doing something wrong... and, well. Isn't that exactly the case? This is the worst possible thing for an idol to indulge in and here she is, indulging to her heart's content.
But she can't stop herself now. That heart of hers has already overflowed to the spilling point and trying to stem the flow now is hopeless.
So she just swallows. Heat pools low in her belly, and she presses into him just a little more firmly. ]
There's a lot of dirty things that an idol's never supposed to do. Not even... all by herself. You get what I mean, right? Rinne-kun? So I wouldn't, not that often. I'm a good girl, you know?
[ Oh. This is more fun, doing it like this. Talking around it, making Rinne really think about the words she's pouring into his ears. A second ago she didn't know what to do but now...
Even without being able to see her face, there's no doubt at all that her smile must be absolutely wicked. ]
But since I started falling for you... ever since the first time you really held me close and I realized just how much I liked it... whenever I had to take care of myself after that, even if I didn't start off thinking about you... it'd usually end up that way.
[As Rinne closes his eyes, the picture she paints is clear in his mind: Ai in her room, exhausted after a long day at work, looking for some form of release. Her hand idly wanders between her thighs, and when her fingers rub herself in slow, steady circles, she sighs his name.
He shivers with hers.
Love isn't lust. People like being touched, but that doesn't mean they want to be with you. Or people give you respect, but it's not as if they have the courage to hold your hand. Love and affection — after being rejected by the people around him over and over, Rinne had already given up on things like that. But Ai... thought of him that way? Even well before this trip, she let him hold her and wanted more?
Oh, it's not fair. Rinne is struck by a fever that burns from the tips of his ears to the depths of his core. He finally has what he wants and it's too much. He wants to run away. What does she mean she liked being held? What does she mean she thought about him? Maybe she hadn't considered being with him back then, but when he thinks about all the times they could have done this sooner...]
Ai, please...
[Stop? Go on? He's not sure what he's asking for. His hands are over hers and he could pull them away at any moment, but he doesn't. He can't take this away from her.]
Heehee. Sorry, was that a little too far? You were the one who started it, though. So this is just payback.
[ Of course, she doesn't sound sorry in the least. Soft and silky as her voice is, it's undeniably delighted. She's not a bossy girl and having Rinne take charge the way he had... she certainly hadn't hated it. But something about that note of a plea in his voice, rough edged with need and uncertainty, makes a little flare of mischief shoot up like a flint spark in her belly. She'd be more of a liar than usual if she tried to say the Rinne who'd been such a beast wasn't hot but...
The Rinne who's so weak to her teasing and poking is so cute she can hardly stand it. She wonder just how far she has to push her luck for him to go from one to the other.
The hand wrapped around him squeezes just a little tighter and then slows to a lovely, agonizing pace. She's being so mean and she knows it - but if Rinne's going to pry the things she wants out of her then... two can play at that game, right? ]
It's okay. I told you. This is your reward for working so hard. So... you can tell me what you want.
[It should be okay to ask for more. Rinne likes this Ai, bold and invincible like the star he's seen on stage, and there's nothing that can trump being loved the way she wants to love him. But after learning what they're both truly like, Rinne would rather do away with hesitation and pretension.
She tightens her grip, he grits his teeth, and the mask he likes to wear disappears completely.]
I want it, too. I wanna love you without thinking about anything else. Until we have to leave, I don't want to spend a second without you.
[But Rinne means soon, and Ai's being too damn slow. He grunts as he starts rocking his hips, guiding her hand to make it pump him dry. ]
I wanna be inside you. It doesn't hurt when I'm inside you, right? You can take it. You're really good at that. You'd always accept me, no matter what.
[ A giggle bubbles out of her, soft and pleased and fond. ]
Mm. It sounds like we're on the same page, then. Because I want all that too.
[ And since he's being so honest, just as she asked, Ai thinks she might as well go ahead and reward him. Her pace quickens, indulging him just the way he wants, each upward stroke coming just a little faster than the last. ]
And you don't have to worry. You didn't hurt me for a second. Right from the start, it was really good. That's kind of impressive, right? I'm small and... you're kind of big, you know. [ She maybe relishes saying that just a little too much. ] I guess we're a perfect match.
[ Her lips find a spot on his back and she presses an open mouth kissed there, just barely edged with teeth. She wants everything that he'd said - but right now, while he's so hot and hard in her hand and his moans are so sweet, she wants him twitching and shuddering for her like she'd just been for him. ]
[Rinne gulps down a fear he didn't even know he had. Now that Ai's pointed it out, he can't deny how his throat dries up at the thought of having someone he could break. Now, he wouldn't do that. He'd never forgive himself if it did. But ever since he was a child, there had always been something so enticing about touching what he was told not to touch. You'll break it, they said. Then they trained him to make sure he could. And after all that discipline beaten into him, he still found himself gravitating towards what he could never be. Her petite frame in his strong arms. Her small hands on his huge cock. Her cute slit on his big, hungry mouth. He can't have any of it. He can look, but he's not allowed to touch. After all, even if Ai wasn't an idol and Rinne wasn't his father's son, at least she was still someone easy to love.
But that's why he loves this.
Against Rinne's back, Ai's tongue is wet and warm. He gasps.]
Oh, fuck.
[He shudders and keels over, forehead against the wall as he comes in hot, white ropes on the tiles. Shameless moans pour out of his mouth, which then turn into smaller, honest whimpers. By the time he's done, his breath is still trembling with the rise and fall of his broad shoulders. If she touches him anywhere else, he thinks he might collapse.]
... I think that's the second best thing you've ever done for me.
[ Ah. So this is how Rinne sounds when he's really going to pieces. She'd been in such a state last time she didn't get a chance to really appreciate it but feeling the shudders heave through him and hearing the way his voice shudders in turn... he really is so cute. She could easily make a habit of this.
... Wow, since when was she such a bully? Maybe it doesn't quite count as being mean to him when he's clearly enjoyed himself so much but she gets the sense that she's enjoying his trembling and those whimpers a little more than a nice girl like her should. She'll tell herself it's just the satisfaction of hearing just how good she managed to make him feel and then put the rest of it in a little box to examine... later. She's got more pressing things on her mind right now.
She slowly and gently slides her hand off him, careful not to touch any more than she needs to, and wraps her arms around his middle. They're still pressed together but the way she hugs him, cheek against his back, is a little more tender this time. Her thumb sweeps gently over his stomach. ]
So far, at least. Give me time and I'll definitely clear that bar. [ She kisses him again, that same spot on his back, but like the hug it's just a little more gentle and tender this time. ] Heehee. I guess it'll be all my fault we miss dinner tonight. But I don't mind a conbini picnic if it comes to that.
I don't mind if you don't. I just hope we remember to eat.
[Because Rinne likes this. He likes that Ai can finally say how she feels. It didn't have to be him — he'd long given up on that — but knowing that it is makes the moment all the sweeter. He takes her hand and presses his lips to her knuckles. If she concentrates hard enough, maybe she can even feel his smile on her skin. She didn't teach him how to do this, but she's the first to let him know he could that and she would love it.]
Having fun?
[Does she want to do more? He's always up for more. No pressure, though. He wants it to come from her. Or maybe... Judging from how she acted before, maybe she doesn't want him to ask. Maybe...
[ Her voice rises in a little hum and in turn, her lips pressed against his skin curve into a smile. ]
Mmhm. Plenty of fun.
[ She's still hugging him, one arm wrapped around his middle but without her even thinking about it - her thighs pinch a little closer again, in transparent contrast to her steady, even voice. She's full of a pleasant, itchy impatience even though by all means she should be too exhausted to even think about a repeat performance.
Well. Idols are supposed to have good stamina, right? And nobody's a greedier idol than Ai. ]
If we're going out later, though, I really should make sure I'm nice and clean. So... Why don't you return the favour, Rinne-kun? You don't mind working just a little harder for me, right?
[ Or so she says. But with that tone of voice, getting clean is the last thing on her mind. ]
[Gently, Rinne untangles himself from Ai's hold and tugs her to the front, careful not to let her slip. He lets her back rest against the cool, slick tile. He's not the only one who's been working hard tonight. Every titme she pinches her thighs together, part of him still can't believe it's how he makes her feel. She wants him to touch her again. She's aching for it. And everything she wants, he's more than willing to give, no matter how ready he is for it.
But maybe these are things one can never be ready for.]
I owe you my life.
[So he gets on his knees and parts her own. Between her thighs, his breath is heavy and hot.]
[ She's expecting more kisses - Rinne's hands all over her in all the places he'd just admitted he thinks about touching. This whole trip is about the two of them finally getting to have the things they want most so why would this be any different?
Even when her back is pressed to the tile, cool against her fever flushed skin, she's not quite caught up. Surely there's more teasing and flirting to come because that's how she and Rinne always are. So that warmly honest answer... disarms her a bit. Enough so that her lips part like she might be about to ask what he means but then- ]
Ah.
[ Oh. That's what he means to do.
She's already flushed from the warm water but now a nice, feverish blush takes over her face. She looks just as disarmed as she feels, her playful, confident smile easing into something a little wobbly but no less earnest for it.
Her breath comes out in a trembling little huff, warmed to steam by pure anticipation. ]
[He's new to this. Where does Rinne start? They both know she doesn't really want to be clean any time soon. He knows where she might want him, though. He presses a finger into where he had been moments before, carefully sliding in and scraping out what he had given her. It's sticky and thick. Was she really ready to take all of this? He supposes that's not entirely for him to decide. He supposes she's tired of it, shutting up and being told what to do. Instead, he urges her to speak.]
Tell me if it feels good.
[With his blue eyes locked onto hers and a digit still inside her, he presses his tongue flat on her clit and licks. Like a cat, he darts his tongue out to play with the hard, pink pebble there and prays she shivers and comes back.]
[ Ai's back flattens against the cool tile and instantly, her hips lift up and into his touch. A sweet noise wells up in her throat, relief and impatience at the same time - even after all they'd just done, she'd been so wanting for more that just having his touch is pure indulgent bliss.
She hadn't realised just... how much had still been inside her and feeling Rinne's fingers stir her up as it comes out...
She parts her lips to tell him yes, of course it feels good but the second his tongue touches her, her words get lost in a sharp, needy intake of breath. Oh, that's - that's new. It's different. And moreover, Rinne doing it while looking her right in the eyes is just- ]
Rinne-kun...
[ His name trembles out of her, in the tender way he's drawn it out so many times tonight already and the rest of her body trembles in turn. ]
It does, so please...
[ Her hips rock brazenly into his touch. Even before she voices it, her plea isn't hard to figure out. ]
[ Rinne has every sound from Ai committed to memory. When she makes one he hasn't heard before, it's only natural that he'd want to hear it again. So he slides another finger in, teasing her walls as he kisses her clit, tongue laving over it until he can't tell if it's water or spit dribbling down his chin. More of him spills out of her. He means to empty Ai like this, curling his fingers to please her even as she feels less of him inside her. He's sure she doesn't mind. After everything is washed away, he can fill her again. ]
Mm... [ His eyes are closed as he drinks her up. His free hand slowly follows her curves in a loose circuit, his fingertips always just barely brushing the underside of her breast before they settle on her hip. ] Keep talking, Ai.
[ He needs to know how much she loves this. He wants to know how much she loves him. ]
[ They've never talked about it but - Rinne must know by this point, that Ai is quickly running out of first times. With everything they've done so far, she doesn't think he cares in the least and if that's the case then Ai certainly doesn't either. So long as Rinne can accept her, everything else is more or less incidental. She'd long since stopped being all that sentimental about it, anyway. Or so she'd thought.
Because this... is new. Someone loving her with their mouth and their hands like this - or, well, their mouth full stop. It's almost a little too intense and direct, right where she's most sensitive, but she absolutely can't bear the thought of him stopping. After all, hasn't Rinne always loved her like that? And - that it is Rinne doing this for the first time, purely because he wants to touch her, because he wants her to feel good - that's... ]
Aah... you wanna embarrass me all over again... meanie... [ The words leak out between gasping little moans, her thighs trembling a little but she never once squirms or tries to move out of his grip. ] Mm, but if it's you asking, I don't think I mind.
[ Even with his eyes closed, Ai can't take her own off his face while he's doing this. The heat and sweetness of Rinne's attention combined with that lovely, intent look on her face, all focused on her... it's almost dangerous. ]
Your hands are way bigger than I thought... way more than mine, they feel really good all over but especially like this...
[It's not that Rinne doesn't care. He's just been pretty good at not showing it. Ai's been pretty good at not talking about her ex, too, so he hasn't been bothered. He has no reason to be. Someone left the other for a reason, right? There's a reason Ai hasn't told anybody that she loved them until now.
Still, as he coaxes out her honesty with his hands and his mouth, he can't help but ask.]
You've done this before?
[She looked so confident until he sank to his knees. Has anyone else ever done that? It only felt natural to him. He's always wanted to have her.]
[ So she's been caught out... Maybe that's not a surprise. She hadn't exactly been subtle with the way her guard had slipped, or the uncertain, unprepared little noises that had come spilling out of her. Even so, hearing it makes another puff of steamy colour rise in her face, blushing all the way to the roots of her hair. Rinne asking something like that when he's on his knees in front of her and he's already got her trembling and panting is so beyond unfair she doesn't even know where to start. ]
... N-No, I haven't. [ It's such a tidy and pure answer that it sounds fake to her own ears, even though she knows it's true. A girl like her would surely have had the chance by now, right? And yet... ] You're the first one who's wanted to.
[ He doesn't get anything out of it, after all. So if all you care about is getting what you want from a girl who's willing to give it, why bother? ]
[First comes a slow, hot exhale. Then, Rinne kisses that spot harder.
He doesn't like being given things on a silver platter. Ai's sounds and shivers are nothing like that. Rinne worked for this. He killed a part of himself to get this far in this life, and being with her, he has never felt more alive. He thought that maybe after all his failures, he didn't deserve these things anymore, but when she offers them to him, what else is he supposed to do but grab them? He was born to take
But for Ai, he loves to serve.
Against her mound, he hums and swallows.]
So this is all mine, huh?
[Back in his village, what belonged to him belonged to everybody. Whatever he wanted to keep, he stashed away like a dirty secret. What he and Ai are doing isn't so different from his short excursions to his secret childhood base. But as with each visit he'd make whenever the elders were away, somehow doing something naughty made it all the sweeter.]
Fuck your ex. He's missing out.
[He slides his fingers out, tightens his grip on her thighs, and sinks his mouth deeper. Maybe it's charity. He doesn't get anything from this. But his warm tongue pushes into her slit, lapping up her juices whenever they trickle from her folds, and when he hears her whimper, he starts to think he wouldn't mind doing this forever.]
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Oh. Is that what this looks like? That he's an insatiable piece of shit who's getting ahead of himself because he got to sleep with his idol? He's more perverted than he thought he was, so maybe that's true... But he has some reputation to uphold!]
Hold on, I didn't mean—! [No, abort. Rinne doesn't want to say he isn't into this.] I mean, you sounded... happy, so...
[And then Ai's hand goes there, and he doesn't even know why he's pretending. Her hand is excruciatingly pleasant. The tunnel of it is soft, slick and slow, each moan it draws from his throat sweet and thick like honey. His breaths come out in shaky, hot puffs of air. He balls a hand on the glass into a fist that tightens on every upward stroke. He still hasn't forgotten her bare breasts against his back, and with the way her hand moves, he thinks he's liking this way more than someone responsible should.]
Fuck, Ai. So fucking good.
[More. Twice obviously isn't enough.]
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She's all at once... Impressed and pleasantly surprised, we'll call it. Yes, idols are supposed to have good stamina and Rinne works harder at being an idol than anyone... it just hadn't quite clicked in her head that it'd extend to this, too. Not that she's complaining. ]
You're just as greedy as me, huh? That's fine by me. It's me you're greedy about, anyway. ♪
[ Her hand tightens around him just a bit, as if in contrast to the way her voice softens and lowers into something a little dangerous sounding. ]
You really got this worked up just from a little back washing... Jeez, are my boobs really that exciting? They're not even that big...
[ N-not that she cares. Obviously she's never gotten caught up in that kind of cliche insecurity. She's Ai of B-Komachi, after all. ]
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[Rinne's not sure why that's even an issue. He should be the one embarrassed about his own body. He's too big to fit anywhere, and absurdly strong too. He's not easy to love. Ai, on the other hand...]
Smaller means I can kiss 'em better, right?
[Was she really worried about that?]
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His voice sounds so good like this. Low and warm, rough and uneven with pleasure. She wants to hear more of it.
Hah. She was just teasing Rinne about it, but she's already getting so warm and worked up herself and he hasn't even touched her in return. They're a perfect match. ]
You're sweet. [ Ai's voice comes out like honey too, syrupy warm and clinging to the ears. ] Aah, so it's not just the nape of my neck you like...
[ She drags her fingers up the length of him, slowly but firmly - the same tight, teasing strokes she'd been subjecting him to on the futon. ]
Was that one of the things you'd think about? Where you want to kiss me? Since we've already gone this far, being a little more honest with me wouldn't hurt... right, Rinne-kun?
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[Rinne shudders with delight. He knows a trap when he sees it. Now that Ai finally knows she's capable of love, this is her going all out, isn't it? Yeah. He gets it. If he knew he could finally love whoever he wanted, he'd do that too. No, that's exactly what happened when he lost it then and there, in that room, on their bed. Ai is probably aching from what they'd just done, too... but probably not as sore as Rinne wants her to be.]
You really wanna know?
[His tongue swipes over his own lip.]
Yeah. I think about kissing you everywhere, all the time.
[The words are low and rough, like flames licking firewood as they spread. If this is how Ai wants to play, Rinne will have fun with it too.]
I think about sucking on those tits.
[He takes her free hand and slides it up his side, stoping at his own chest. He makes her pinch his nipple and tweak it. His moans are a little rounder, now.]
Yeah. I think they're hot. I think about dragging my tongue up your breast and taking it in my mouth. I'd tug on your cute nipples and lick 'em clean, too. I'd kiss 'em real good, Ai. When I'm through with 'em, they'll be so fucking sore and wet. Kyahaha♪
[Okay. He'll probably hate himself when this is over. In his defense, she gave him an opening and had the gall to ask. It's not like he hates any part of this, though. In her hand, his cock is hot and undeniably hard.]
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That's so much more honest than she'd been expecting. Especially so quick. Maybe she shouldn't be surprised when he's already proven just how shameless he can be but it still sends a startled little thrill through her, right from her stomach all the way up to her head. Her thighs squeeze together. Ah. He can probably tell when they're pressed up this close, huh?
Good. She wants Rinne to know just how badly hearing all this is going right to her head. ]
Mm. I should've guessed you had a dirty mouth but I'm still kind of impressed.
[ She follows his lead, the hand at his chest moving without hesitation, playing with him just as he'd shown her. So this is how Rinne likes to be touched... And since he's being so honest with her, it's only fair for Ai to do the same in return. ]
You know... I wasn't totally telling the truth before. When you asked me what I think about. But if you promise it'll be just our secret, then I'll tell you.
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It doesn't look like she hates him for it.]
...I promise.
[His ears are a deep red.]
I promise.
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But she can't stop herself now. That heart of hers has already overflowed to the spilling point and trying to stem the flow now is hopeless.
So she just swallows. Heat pools low in her belly, and she presses into him just a little more firmly. ]
There's a lot of dirty things that an idol's never supposed to do. Not even... all by herself. You get what I mean, right? Rinne-kun? So I wouldn't, not that often. I'm a good girl, you know?
[ Oh. This is more fun, doing it like this. Talking around it, making Rinne really think about the words she's pouring into his ears. A second ago she didn't know what to do but now...
Even without being able to see her face, there's no doubt at all that her smile must be absolutely wicked. ]
But since I started falling for you... ever since the first time you really held me close and I realized just how much I liked it... whenever I had to take care of myself after that, even if I didn't start off thinking about you... it'd usually end up that way.
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He shivers with hers.
Love isn't lust. People like being touched, but that doesn't mean they want to be with you. Or people give you respect, but it's not as if they have the courage to hold your hand. Love and affection — after being rejected by the people around him over and over, Rinne had already given up on things like that. But Ai... thought of him that way? Even well before this trip, she let him hold her and wanted more?
Oh, it's not fair. Rinne is struck by a fever that burns from the tips of his ears to the depths of his core. He finally has what he wants and it's too much. He wants to run away. What does she mean she liked being held? What does she mean she thought about him? Maybe she hadn't considered being with him back then, but when he thinks about all the times they could have done this sooner...]
Ai, please...
[Stop? Go on? He's not sure what he's asking for. His hands are over hers and he could pull them away at any moment, but he doesn't. He can't take this away from her.]
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[ Of course, she doesn't sound sorry in the least. Soft and silky as her voice is, it's undeniably delighted. She's not a bossy girl and having Rinne take charge the way he had... she certainly hadn't hated it. But something about that note of a plea in his voice, rough edged with need and uncertainty, makes a little flare of mischief shoot up like a flint spark in her belly. She'd be more of a liar than usual if she tried to say the Rinne who'd been such a beast wasn't hot but...
The Rinne who's so weak to her teasing and poking is so cute she can hardly stand it. She wonder just how far she has to push her luck for him to go from one to the other.
The hand wrapped around him squeezes just a little tighter and then slows to a lovely, agonizing pace. She's being so mean and she knows it - but if Rinne's going to pry the things she wants out of her then... two can play at that game, right? ]
It's okay. I told you. This is your reward for working so hard. So... you can tell me what you want.
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[It should be okay to ask for more. Rinne likes this Ai, bold and invincible like the star he's seen on stage, and there's nothing that can trump being loved the way she wants to love him. But after learning what they're both truly like, Rinne would rather do away with hesitation and pretension.
She tightens her grip, he grits his teeth, and the mask he likes to wear disappears completely.]
I want it, too. I wanna love you without thinking about anything else. Until we have to leave, I don't want to spend a second without you.
[But Rinne means soon, and Ai's being too damn slow. He grunts as he starts rocking his hips, guiding her hand to make it pump him dry. ]
I wanna be inside you. It doesn't hurt when I'm inside you, right? You can take it. You're really good at that. You'd always accept me, no matter what.
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Mm. It sounds like we're on the same page, then. Because I want all that too.
[ And since he's being so honest, just as she asked, Ai thinks she might as well go ahead and reward him. Her pace quickens, indulging him just the way he wants, each upward stroke coming just a little faster than the last. ]
And you don't have to worry. You didn't hurt me for a second. Right from the start, it was really good. That's kind of impressive, right? I'm small and... you're kind of big, you know. [ She maybe relishes saying that just a little too much. ] I guess we're a perfect match.
[ Her lips find a spot on his back and she presses an open mouth kissed there, just barely edged with teeth. She wants everything that he'd said - but right now, while he's so hot and hard in her hand and his moans are so sweet, she wants him twitching and shuddering for her like she'd just been for him. ]
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But that's why he loves this.
Against Rinne's back, Ai's tongue is wet and warm. He gasps.]
Oh, fuck.
[He shudders and keels over, forehead against the wall as he comes in hot, white ropes on the tiles. Shameless moans pour out of his mouth, which then turn into smaller, honest whimpers. By the time he's done, his breath is still trembling with the rise and fall of his broad shoulders. If she touches him anywhere else, he thinks he might collapse.]
... I think that's the second best thing you've ever done for me.
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... Wow, since when was she such a bully? Maybe it doesn't quite count as being mean to him when he's clearly enjoyed himself so much but she gets the sense that she's enjoying his trembling and those whimpers a little more than a nice girl like her should. She'll tell herself it's just the satisfaction of hearing just how good she managed to make him feel and then put the rest of it in a little box to examine... later. She's got more pressing things on her mind right now.
She slowly and gently slides her hand off him, careful not to touch any more than she needs to, and wraps her arms around his middle. They're still pressed together but the way she hugs him, cheek against his back, is a little more tender this time. Her thumb sweeps gently over his stomach. ]
So far, at least. Give me time and I'll definitely clear that bar. [ She kisses him again, that same spot on his back, but like the hug it's just a little more gentle and tender this time. ] Heehee. I guess it'll be all my fault we miss dinner tonight. But I don't mind a conbini picnic if it comes to that.
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[Because Rinne likes this. He likes that Ai can finally say how she feels. It didn't have to be him — he'd long given up on that — but knowing that it is makes the moment all the sweeter. He takes her hand and presses his lips to her knuckles. If she concentrates hard enough, maybe she can even feel his smile on her skin. She didn't teach him how to do this, but she's the first to let him know he could that and she would love it.]
Having fun?
[Does she want to do more? He's always up for more. No pressure, though. He wants it to come from her. Or maybe... Judging from how she acted before, maybe she doesn't want him to ask. Maybe...
Well, for now, he'll gauge her reaction.]
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Mmhm. Plenty of fun.
[ She's still hugging him, one arm wrapped around his middle but without her even thinking about it - her thighs pinch a little closer again, in transparent contrast to her steady, even voice. She's full of a pleasant, itchy impatience even though by all means she should be too exhausted to even think about a repeat performance.
Well. Idols are supposed to have good stamina, right? And nobody's a greedier idol than Ai. ]
If we're going out later, though, I really should make sure I'm nice and clean. So... Why don't you return the favour, Rinne-kun? You don't mind working just a little harder for me, right?
[ Or so she says. But with that tone of voice, getting clean is the last thing on her mind. ]
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[Gently, Rinne untangles himself from Ai's hold and tugs her to the front, careful not to let her slip. He lets her back rest against the cool, slick tile. He's not the only one who's been working hard tonight. Every titme she pinches her thighs together, part of him still can't believe it's how he makes her feel. She wants him to touch her again. She's aching for it. And everything she wants, he's more than willing to give, no matter how ready he is for it.
But maybe these are things one can never be ready for.]
I owe you my life.
[So he gets on his knees and parts her own. Between her thighs, his breath is heavy and hot.]
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Even when her back is pressed to the tile, cool against her fever flushed skin, she's not quite caught up. Surely there's more teasing and flirting to come because that's how she and Rinne always are. So that warmly honest answer... disarms her a bit. Enough so that her lips part like she might be about to ask what he means but then- ]
Ah.
[ Oh. That's what he means to do.
She's already flushed from the warm water but now a nice, feverish blush takes over her face. She looks just as disarmed as she feels, her playful, confident smile easing into something a little wobbly but no less earnest for it.
Her breath comes out in a trembling little huff, warmed to steam by pure anticipation. ]
Mm. Then... let's call this payback too.
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Just don't get your hopes up.
[He's new to this. Where does Rinne start? They both know she doesn't really want to be clean any time soon. He knows where she might want him, though. He presses a finger into where he had been moments before, carefully sliding in and scraping out what he had given her. It's sticky and thick. Was she really ready to take all of this? He supposes that's not entirely for him to decide. He supposes she's tired of it, shutting up and being told what to do. Instead, he urges her to speak.]
Tell me if it feels good.
[With his blue eyes locked onto hers and a digit still inside her, he presses his tongue flat on her clit and licks. Like a cat, he darts his tongue out to play with the hard, pink pebble there and prays she shivers and comes back.]
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She hadn't realised just... how much had still been inside her and feeling Rinne's fingers stir her up as it comes out...
She parts her lips to tell him yes, of course it feels good but the second his tongue touches her, her words get lost in a sharp, needy intake of breath. Oh, that's - that's new. It's different. And moreover, Rinne doing it while looking her right in the eyes is just- ]
Rinne-kun...
[ His name trembles out of her, in the tender way he's drawn it out so many times tonight already and the rest of her body trembles in turn. ]
It does, so please...
[ Her hips rock brazenly into his touch. Even before she voices it, her plea isn't hard to figure out. ]
More...?
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Mm... [ His eyes are closed as he drinks her up. His free hand slowly follows her curves in a loose circuit, his fingertips always just barely brushing the underside of her breast before they settle on her hip. ] Keep talking, Ai.
[ He needs to know how much she loves this. He wants to know how much she loves him. ]
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Because this... is new. Someone loving her with their mouth and their hands like this - or, well, their mouth full stop. It's almost a little too intense and direct, right where she's most sensitive, but she absolutely can't bear the thought of him stopping. After all, hasn't Rinne always loved her like that? And - that it is Rinne doing this for the first time, purely because he wants to touch her, because he wants her to feel good - that's... ]
Aah... you wanna embarrass me all over again... meanie... [ The words leak out between gasping little moans, her thighs trembling a little but she never once squirms or tries to move out of his grip. ] Mm, but if it's you asking, I don't think I mind.
[ Even with his eyes closed, Ai can't take her own off his face while he's doing this. The heat and sweetness of Rinne's attention combined with that lovely, intent look on her face, all focused on her... it's almost dangerous. ]
Your hands are way bigger than I thought... way more than mine, they feel really good all over but especially like this...
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Still, as he coaxes out her honesty with his hands and his mouth, he can't help but ask.]
You've done this before?
[She looked so confident until he sank to his knees. Has anyone else ever done that? It only felt natural to him. He's always wanted to have her.]
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... N-No, I haven't. [ It's such a tidy and pure answer that it sounds fake to her own ears, even though she knows it's true. A girl like her would surely have had the chance by now, right? And yet... ] You're the first one who's wanted to.
[ He doesn't get anything out of it, after all. So if all you care about is getting what you want from a girl who's willing to give it, why bother? ]
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He doesn't like being given things on a silver platter. Ai's sounds and shivers are nothing like that. Rinne worked for this. He killed a part of himself to get this far in this life, and being with her, he has never felt more alive. He thought that maybe after all his failures, he didn't deserve these things anymore, but when she offers them to him, what else is he supposed to do but grab them? He was born to take
But for Ai, he loves to serve.
Against her mound, he hums and swallows.]
So this is all mine, huh?
[Back in his village, what belonged to him belonged to everybody. Whatever he wanted to keep, he stashed away like a dirty secret. What he and Ai are doing isn't so different from his short excursions to his secret childhood base. But as with each visit he'd make whenever the elders were away, somehow doing something naughty made it all the sweeter.]
Fuck your ex. He's missing out.
[He slides his fingers out, tightens his grip on her thighs, and sinks his mouth deeper. Maybe it's charity. He doesn't get anything from this. But his warm tongue pushes into her slit, lapping up her juices whenever they trickle from her folds, and when he hears her whimper, he starts to think he wouldn't mind doing this forever.]
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